★ down under my blushes and blues ★

2009-12-02T10:17:00.002+08:00

I HAVE SHIFTED MY BLOG TO

http://fellyfryingpan.tumblr.com

LOVE Fel

2009-05-24T22:38:00.014+08:00

Hi again,

It has been awhile eh, many stuffs have

happened during just this one short month. Some stuffs like:

I've just received my 2nd month's pay(allowance as they put it), my boyfriend's birthday had just past (phew, a relief! LOL. bzbz), I've submitted my Interim report(sigh. Oh well...), I've just past my 7th practical driving lesson (I'm scared of my own driving:S), I've ended my Japanese Immersion trip interview (Keeping my fingers cross!) etc......

Loads of major stuffs which had seriously drained much of my energy.

I've made my very 1st no-bake cheese cake:) A total success. weeee:) Thanks to the tips from Xiang Yun.

Anyway, the reason I've wanted to blog was that, I was feeling quite empty. You know, the glass is half empty kind of empty feeling? yup. Whatever. Sigh...

I don't understand why I couldn't get that kind of laughter and smile from you. Its quite sad. That night when you were surrounded by your friends, you were seriously happy. Laughing non-stop, smiling all the way... I felt that you were so different when you are with me. :( I'm happy for you but then that sense of emptiness strucked me. Kept dwelling within me, the bystander who had onlooked it all but was overlooked. It was just the same feeling I felt last year on your birthday as well.

I'm getting tired with keeping up. You club, I club too. But I realized that I don't truly enjoy it all because the main reason was to keep up and through it, I lost a little of me. You've changed and I just have to accept it. Fought but lost so I can only accept... I need to be more open to these changes.. Slow but yea. Its coming along.

Some random photos:

Dina's bdae, 1st ever clubbing experience with Fly. Btw, Phuture is SMALL! ugghh..

Gross Praying Mantis dish:S Ewww. Zoe's mum brought it back from Thailand. (This was taken quite long ago but I have to put up this photo man!) I ATE THAT! =_=. My first and last but it dint tasted as bad as it looked.

Kor Darren's Birthday! At Changi chalet:) Family photo..:)

Great Japanese BBQ restaurant. Ingenious BBQ pit which omitted huge flames and smoke:)

LOVE it. Ate Beef sashi(right photo) and loads of beef and pork 牛と豚肉！

2009-04-05T00:20:00.003+08:00

Im feeling a little sleepy now... Guess its my daily body clock ringing to sleep. Im getting used to a healthy lifestyle of a 10pm-6.30am sleeping routine! (Although sometimes I try to rebel a little... like now)

Japanese Results:(
Ive seen my Jap results from school:( B+! HUMPH! I thought I tried to work harder:( Anyway, its not really important because having a JLPT 4 Cert says alot more.. (self consoling.. sigh.) eh?

Driving Practical Lesson!
Anyway, last week Sunday, I took my 1st practical driving lesson:) Yay! So exciting but was abit embarrassed. I did not rmb Final theory stuffs and was scolded somewhat=X... Eh.. U cant blame me for studying smartly ma.. haha.. actually i just rmbed the ans from the qns off the booklets that could be done during the practice. Who would have known... =X The pricing for each lesson is $26/28 (off peak/ peak)... expensive man...Furthermore, it was mentioned that I have to take at least 30 hours of lessons before the exam... how much would that amount to? $780-$840? (on lessons alone.. excluding registration fee, Traffic Police fee.....)

I will be having lessons later at 12pm and I think I should better study the Final theory stuffs once more to fend off more scoldings.. =X hehe... btw, I realized that Regina, my pri school buddy is learning from the same instructor.. weee!! how cool is that:) Saw my instructor below my block today and he mentioned about his student, Regina who said that she knows me:)

Jap Food Recipes
Guess what I did the entire night.... Research on Jap food recipes while watching Prison Break 4! Weeee.. Im so hyped up... Really feel like getting down to the cooking soon.. for a nice surprise for a nice someone.. :) I guess it will really cost a bomb just by getting those ingredients! I wrote it all out in my little recipe book:)

Prison break 4
rocks. But it seems a little draggy already... Its like there is always a major climax and straight away... the anticlimax.. :( Just about to reach the finishing point then they are back to the starting point again! Damn.. but its exciting man...

Marley & Me
I watched Marley & Me at home today... I felt that the best part of the movie came only at the end where it was really touching.. the front part was... I felt. hmm.. nothing much... Its my first time watching a Jennifer Aniston movie and I felt that she was actually much older in her mannerism than my perception of her... hm.. Not that it actually concerns me in any way .. haha...

My saturday yesterday was a not bad one:) I met up with Zoe:) and then Chewy:). It wasnt long for either meeting but it was sufficient to make my day! Relaxed at home and enjoyed my own company. What a great way to slack a saturday! Anyway, before slacking, I accompanied my mother to Toa Payoh to the interior designer's shop.

My house would be re-renovated and Im quite worried about the prospects of having to share a room with my entire family or rather having a proper place to sleep when it actually starts.... oh gosh... Actually.. There is not alot of work that has to be done for my room and my younger sissy's room and in fact... The major renovation works would happen in the kitchen, living room and my mums room.. woa! One day before the renovation starts, I shall take the before photo of my house. Lets compare the 'after' photos after it is all done.. haha.. :)

K!! Im signing off.. Btw, congrats to chewy!! He got into Marine Offshore Technology at NP!! YAY!!! so happy for him.:)

NIGHTY NIGHT PEEPS!

2009-03-21T21:45:00.006+08:00

So much has happened during my blogging disappearances. I feel that I had grown a little more compared to the same time last year.

Some nice things I shall start of with:

I PASSED MY FTT today!! :)

Next step-> PRACTICAL LESSONS! EXCITED! How would I fare? :S

Stop on the slope like I once did with the go-kart in escape theme park? That was the dumbest experience man! You ask me how I managed to get myself stuck? I shall tell u my secret: I stepped on both the brake and accelerator. =_= dumb. I sat there waiting for the worker to come and tell me, dont step on both. GREAT. To think that while figuring my situation, I actually remove the pressure on both the brakes and accelerator. The go kart then rolled alittle back which then caused me to panicked and to step on both again.

Btw, that actually happened during my secondary years. =_=

Me and Jess successfully baked PIZZAS!

- quite a success despite the initial failure (the yeast was supposed to bubble in the the water but we could only see a few.. ) =X

Travelled to Chomp Chomp to eat with Chewy after his work

YAY! I have always wanted to eat out more often. Really really wanted since mau and dina always talk about the great food outside of cck (i am like the frog in the well, never get to c much of the outside world in which my case refers to chua chu kang)
Thanks chewy for going along with me. Sry i dint know the way there.. :(

I did OKAY for my Semester

Though its not really that okay seeing that I have gotten a blemished- C+. But i doubt that would trigger an order to refund my scholarship money as I still did alright. :).

I really think that Exams are really important as my common test was really a huge pile of mess. I really chiong hard for my Exams:)

Working is hard work!!! Full attention have to be paid to everything at all times! Unlike sch where u get to slack and stone. Im quite lucky to have to share my office with my classmates- Maurice and Yizi:) hehe.. Our office is also "cut-off" from most of the full-timers. My supervisors are nice as they are really quite patient:)

I got to see the plants in Sembcorp and its cool man. Its not just office work 24/7! YAY! I never wasted my time at all and its been all very enriching! Though its great, after work, you would feel like heading home for bed. Its that exhausting really!

Random: I want to buy loads of stuffs, how? No MONEY $$$$- How should I spend my 1st pay? I want a nice wallet which Im terribly lacking (possibly a branded one. HAHA), A camera and clothes!!

PS: I miss watching movies with you.

Shall try to maintain this blog:) hehe. even though ive said that umpteen times... hehe. Im falling sick:( tink its the lack of sleep:( K ba. I shall head to bed! NIGHTYS!

Love, Jap

2009-02-28T17:05:00.002+08:00

//
It all started with a simple thing called LOVE.
Why do things start to get complicated from there?
Is it supposed to be like that?
//

Yesterday was a truly funNY clubbing experience. My 2nd and yet another flopped clubbing experience. HAHA.
Double O seems alot better than St. James to me... hmm.. less indian music:) cheaper drinks!

Gary got to eat tao suan and see hair
Guo An got to enjoy an hour of concert in his Black box!

=X super FUNNY
I cannot divulge too much regarding the night but in the end, all i could say was I ended playing the Rubics Cube for like 5hours? LOL. (stil cant solve:( )

//

ONE GREAT NEWS!
I passed my JLPT 4!!! super super happy. :)

ya know, its like, I was feeling feverish during the paper and how I skimmed through a pass was quite unbelievable. what a blessing! Considering 309/400! WHAT~! weeeeeee~

My disappointing common test results had alot to do with the pressurized studying for JLPT and it was somehow worthwhile!
** But I really do hope i do not really have a "chui" results for this Semester.
//

ITS A 1 week holiday for me NOW! After that, its 6months straight Attachment to Sembcorp in Jurong Island. =X... JIAYOU JIAYOU. I fear the competition in such a strong huge pool of talents:( Wish me all the best because I really do wish to do well. HAHA.
//

2009-02-13T13:18:00.002+08:00

IM sooooooo craving for so many things! BUY BUY BUY! Materialistic me. HAHA.

Nah not really. Actually I always am tempted to buy stuffs but in the end.. I don't. (too expensive, not worth the price, not nice enough, troublesome... blah blah blah.... ) Excuses.
Some of the stuffs that i was tempted to buy are listed below.

POLAROID CAMS

Recently I was browsing through blogshops and I came upon one which sold POLAROID CAMS. Wahhhh. like super cute man. (See link below)

http://green-poppies.livejournal.com/40047.html#cutid1

COSMETICS

Aww.. :( but its a lil impractical for me to buy it. CUTE but I believe i will rarely touch it. There is another site which sells lots of branded cosmetics. SK II, SHU UEMURA... Seems really cheap but alot of them have run out of stock..

http://www.bbcosme.com/pages.php/page/bodycare

Wee.. I should be focusing on my exams now man...

Nah. PETS SOCIETY- word challenge IS THE WAY.. :)
btw, I read on newspaper that the cut-off points for uni is up for JC & poly students.. woa.. I better buck up. (even though i still have 2 years with SembCorp before any study plans can be made)

2009-02-02T23:08:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NIU YEAR! GONG XI FA CAI!

weeee.. A little late but Im still in time:) Today is Chu 8 le! So fast:( What a new year...

I mean.. It's like... What?! New year over already ar... I missed out on the enjoyment.:( STUPID SCHOOL term. Really man! Who will soooo cleverly plan the exam period just after CNY. =_=. had been ranting about this since last year. (grumbles..)

New year resolutions? --- Nah. No time. HA.

The year of the RAT was quite... sucky towards the end for me. I hope it will be the last of it.

hmm.. this Niu year seems to be starting out quite fine.. I PASSED MY BTT!! Weeeeeeeee~
btw, I'm happy to be back in a "so-far-so-good" relationship:)

This year....

Im ready for clubbing (after exams!)
Im really eager to DRIVE ( pract. lessons )
I wanna play!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

personality test

2009-01-16T16:14:00.002+08:00

My Personality


Neuroticism	40
Extraversion	47
Openness to Experience	76
Agreeableness	50
Conscientiousness	4

You do not feel nervous in social situations, and have a good impression of what others think of you, however you experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress. You lead a leisurely and relaxed life. You would prefer to sit back and smell the roses than indulge in high energy activities. You enjoy a certain amount of debate or intellectual thought, but sometimes get bored with too much. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up, however you believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. Mostly you work towards achieving your best, although in some areas you are content just to get the job done.

Take a personality tests now or view the full Personality Report.

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This report compares you to other women who are 20 or younger in Singapore.

Neuroticism

Overall Score
40
Anxiety
57
Anger
49
Depression
41
Self-Consciousness
9
Immoderation
34
Vulnerability
76

You are generally calm, although some situations can make you feel anxious or tense. You don't usually get angry too easily but some things can annoy you. Mostly your emotions are on an even keel and you do not get depressed easily. You do not feel nervous in social situations, and have a good impression of what others think of you. You often resist any cravings or urges that you have, but sometimes you give in. You experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress.

Extraversion

Overall Score
47
Friendliness
55
Gregariousness
66
Assertiveness
31
Activity Level
12
Excitement-Seeking
63
Cheerfulness
57

You generally make friends easily enough although you mostly don't go out of your way to demonstrate positive feelings toward others. You like crowds but sometimes feel overwhelmed by them. Sometimes you feel like you need some privacy and time for yourself. You tend not to talk much and prefer to let others control the activities of groups. You lead a leisurely and relaxed life. You would prefer to sit back and smell the roses than indulge in high energy activities. You enjoy some excitment and risk taking in your life. You have a generally cheerful disposition.

Openness to Experience

Overall Score
76
Imagination
52
Artistic Interests
61
Emotionality
83
Adventurousness
89
Intellect
49
Liberalism
60

You are a moderately imaginative person who enjoys a good balance between the real world and fantasy. You are reasonably interested in the arts but are not totally absorbed by them. You have good access to and awareness of your own feelings. You are eager to try new activities, travel to foreign lands, and experience different things. You find familiarity and routine boring, and will take a new route home just because it is different. You enjoy a certain amount of debate or intellectual thought, but sometimes get bored with too much. You like the security of tradition, but sometimes have a desire to bend the rules and challenge conventional thinking.

Agreeableness

Overall Score
50
Trust
82
Morality
25
Altruism
41
Cooperation
27
Modesty
75
Sympathy
41

You naturally assume that most people are fair, honest, and have good intentions. You believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You will help others if they are in need. If people ask for too much of your time you feel that they are imposing on you. You are not adverse to confrontation and will sometimes even intimidate others to get your own way. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up. You are mostly a compassionate person, however you prefer to make objective judgments when possible.

Conscientiousness

Overall Score
4
Self-Efficacy
3
Orderliness
3
Dutifulness
9
Achievement-Striving
43
Self-Discipline
13
Cautiousness
18

Often you do not feel effective, and may have a sense that you are not in control of your life. In general you tend to be disorganized and scattered. You find contracts, rules, and regulations overly confining and are sometimes seen as unreliable or even irresponsible by others. Mostly you work towards achieving your best, although in some areas you are content just to get the job done. You find yourself procrastinating and show poor follow-through on tasks. Often you fail to complete tasks - even tasks that you want very much to complete. You often say or do the first thing that comes to mind without deliberating alternatives and the probable consequences of those alternatives. This report was created by learnMyself.com

2009-01-13T01:21:00.003+08:00

Its official. We have broken up.

It gave me somewhat a relief from the heart pains that I was going through the past few weeks. At least it is a close chapter for now. I really hope that the next time ( if there is a next time that is) that we get together, it will make a better balance to our life. Not a burden but like the bright star above the christmas tree:) Making it beautiful and brightening up everything!

Even though i know i cannot rely on u anymore. I shouldnt have in the 1st place. I dint know I shouldnt and i totally relied on u. It was a wrong foot out in the 1st place where we begin. We were eventually faced with this inevitable prob.

Smile. cuz life is too sad a place if we focused on the flaws.

Probably you should try this out: whenever something make u unhappy, think of 5 happy stuffs:) (like the harry potter spell thing. hehe)

2009-01-11T23:29:00.003+08:00

I cannot lose myself.

Hey guys. Just talk to me if u see this message. In need of comfort. HA.

Anyway, its been awhile. I've recently learnt loads of stuff. Painfully truthful stuffs.
I miss those days. I'm actually quite stuck you see. Dumbest ever! weeee~ How? I think Im going to have a split personality. LOL~!

These past week, I had spent sooooooooo much money and tears. Know more people. Got back my friends. Lost 1 person. I'm still trying. In fact, I realised 1 thing: In the end, you are really alone. Ur family will never leave you if possible but all else do. It sucks to see things change when you dont want it to. It really hurts to be left out cuz of it.

Everyone should really treasure. Treasure the one you love. Stop for a moment and think about how you have taken anyone for granted esp the one you don't wanna lose. Stop whinning and complaining. I did. I'm sorry. I know I wore u off.

I kept thinking that maybe I should let u off. Ive learnt my lesson though but I guess its too late... Your feeling is like.... that lo. If u were to come back then we are meant to be? I cant bare to say it. really. it sucks. SUCKS!

Have to be GAY like what Ai Wei said. :) I think i should have a walk by myself 1 day. Havent tried that before and i think i want too. Ive fallen quite deep. Its really hard to get up.

2008-11-14T00:26:00.002+08:00

WEEEEpeeeeeeeeeeee:)

JunLin and I made it to the finals of BE souls of entertainment singing comp!!! WAHAHA.
Cry- Mandy Moore

Just got the sudden urge to blog amidst the weariness.

I'm drowning in bloody projects though.

This is the only thing i can look forward to:) how can I not be happy!

Looking at my past singing history, its quite long actually, shall say it another time~ HAHA. NITEY NITE everyone. gd luck to me and thanks everyone for the support. :D
I feel like thanking Sze Mei the most cuz even after persistently not telling her the venue, she still went to support us. Evn though we are not very close, she was very supportive! HAHA:) Sze Mei is a gd person. HA:)

19th Oct

2008-10-19T23:26:00.002+08:00

I'm BACK! From China, from MIA and all... :)

China was great and now, school has started! Many upcoming events which to be honest. I hope I can cope with. HA!

Happy 2nd year 2nd month Chewy:)

After coming back from China, I believe I had put on weight!:( Sad to say... Even though it is a bliss to be able to eat all the good food. From Chomp chomp (Serangoon?), Botak Jones, Jap restaurant to Fish & Co...

Food Food Foooooooooooooood!
My resolution for this sem shall be to eat less & save up! Weeeee... hehehe..

Recently, I tried the Fish spa tingy at Farmart. Omg! Like quite scary:S Hehe.. I was the one who initiated it yet when I pulled Chewy to try, he placed his feet in the water all the time while I kept pulling my legs away from the waters. The feeling at first feels like "ma bi". LOL. Wierd so I pulled out. I then bravely lowered my feet in again. This time, I looked at the swarms of fishes biting at my legs. Wah!! SCARY. Lift it up again. HA. I was scolded by Chewy lo cuz whenever I pull away, the many fishes would swim up to his feet. Hahahahaha. It's quite fun but we stayed for only 15mins- $5.

After it, it was then it hitted upon me that, what if people with dieases and open wounds came into contact with this water. Oh man. I got worried as Chewy had a minor wound and would he be at risk? I went online to search about this fish spa. Apparently, at other places, the water was sterilised by UV lights and treated though there was a case at AMK, where 2 sisters contracted fungal infection after the spa treatment. Erm.. that's a bad sign eh.

The below is what a doctor commented from that article:

Dermatologist Patricia Yuen says:
1. No proven medical benefit from fish spa. Fish might bite off skin cells, but it is not a medical treatment. If water is not treated for hygiene, it could be a breeding ground for fungi.
2. Possible to get fungal and bacterial skin infection from submersion in the fish tank.
3. Symptoms of fungal and bacterial infection and redness of the skin, blotchiness and itchiness. With scratching and after-treatment, a brown pigmentation may appear. Brown patches will disappear eventually anytime from a few weeks to a few months.

The above abstract is taken from: http://www.asiaone.com/Health/Women%2527s%2BMatters/Story/A1Story20080825-84184.html

I am quite suspicious of the fish spa at farmart... It did not put any information of the ways it sterilize the water. Sigh. Shall not do any more stunts. Just in case, prevention is better then cure thus I will refrain from going again already. :) btw, I saw over thd net that HIV/AIDs and all cannot be transmitted through the water or the fishes.

Yup! Till next time:) btw, I bought SHE newest album le! hehehe..:)

2008-09-02T14:22:00.002+08:00

Hey... for this entire China trip 25th Aug- 6th Oct 08, my post will be on

http://felly-madeinchina.blogspot.com/
(for one of my module which req us to blog)

Check me out there! :D

In CHINA

2008-08-30T00:46:00.004+08:00

Hey...............!!

I am in China, Wuhan!! It's the 6th day now.. considering that it is past midnight. These few days have been really fun but I do miss things and people at home. For one thing that I felt pleasantly surprised was that the hostel had good standards. It was way beyond my impression of how hostels were like. It is an apartment in fact! There's the kitchen, bathroom, living room and 2bed rooms:) Not common toilets and kitchens but individual apartment ones:):) Sweet..

The street opposite Wuhan Institute of Technology ( the one I am living at ), the street food are really palatable and awfully cheap. I even ate the Smelly beancurd! It smells like the drain and the smell seems to linger in your mouth. It comes with a sauce with garlic and chilli. hmm... I feel that it is quite xiang at the start but it gets stronger and feels wierder as time passes. Aiya. I don't know whether it tastes nice or not :/

The things that I have to get used to is the unlawless traffic where vehicles speed past regardless of the traffic signs(eg. red lights, green man.....) and the wierd tap water.... :S Feel so uneasy using it to bath and wash hands. I still like Sg's clean and drinkable tap water! Btw, the air pollution is really serious.. sigh...

Zha Jiang Mian

I ate this in the mega shopping mall which is comparable to vivo city. HA! Its only 10 yuan-2sgd. So diff from Sg's:) Nice!

I shall cut short on my post for now, will update on more pics as soon as I have a little more time to spare.

Ps: I ALMOST fell flat on my face ytd at the Three Gorges Dam! LOL! I'm impressed by my quick reaction. As when I saw that the way ahead which if I fall down will be a long way, I jumped and hopped down to the ground level, landing perfectly:) Phew.

Btw, I tio con! SAD. spent supposedly 3 times the price for some items. Now i know that i must really slash the price. XD

K nitey nitex!!! slpy!!!

Sad

2008-08-16T15:12:00.004+08:00

Yeah. Im back.

Sigh. I'm having so much mixed feelings about going China. Was truly excited when I talked to Dina bout it on the way too IMM. The shopping, the food... ect. 1.5 MONTHS long stay. I will be off in 10days.. i miss everyone....:( however long it may be that i have not seen you guys. =X. even my family and chewy. EMO=_=......

just watched 'Money Not Enough 2' ytd. it was really sad. and to Shi Hao's expectation. I really cried.=_=. I tried to hold back man. really. but damn! There's just too many sad scenes. One after another. The poor wife. The poor mother. POOR WOMEN. Felt like pitying myself. LOL!

SIGH

Till next time...( in china)

PHOTOS

2008-07-27T01:00:00.004+08:00

PICS UPDATE!

BOARD GAME
Nice right~~ HARD WORK okay~ This is our presentation stuffs for Work safety and health! It is really very fun and useful. Poor Jeevan was Owned by Me and Dina. Every time when it comes to his turn, there will be additional rules that will be created to his disadvantage! HAHA! Example: he had already bought a few items on hand while me and dina still have yet to buy any, we then created a rule which is: when a player throws double, he/she will get to take away another player's item:):) WAHAH!

Ballooooooooooooons! My birthday present from Chewy! All with Helium gas to float! :)

<--Chewy!

Cute cup cakes for Jie Rachel's 21st birthday on 25th July:) Happy Birthday!

Chewy's sis baby. Baby Janelle:) Born on 22/07/08!

sigh jap test

2008-07-21T22:26:00.002+08:00

I'm back.. hmm.. How long has it been since I last blogged? Before my birthday and even before my IS event day. Feel so sucky now. Just had my Jap exam + Speaking test today. It's the last day of Jap 103. とても残念でしたね～。悲しいです。難しく中田です、でも。。。如何して？！!がんばってください、そして私わの欲しいisテストーcan pass well.. Thanks dear for asking your dad to pick me up from school and for being there when I was upset. I guess I'm quite fortunate. Thanks Antoinette for being my test partner:)

Miss my friends.
Love my bf:)

2008-07-01T21:25:00.004+08:00

I was deeply upset and shocked at my groupmates disappearing act today for our Entrepreneur module at LOT 1 mac. It was already a super convenient location to meet up and yet I really cannot believe that they could do this to me.

Today was really impt cuz of the sudden change in direction as to what our project was going to sell. It was a super rush thing cuz the change was decided only yesterday and we had to come up with the design by 2day! FKing angry can! I was super stress (finally knew how it felt like:( ) since ytd. Even skipped Jap to go home and come up with the design. I can truly say that only 1 of my group mate was with me the entire time. THANKS CONG SHEN!

Btw, I outsourced for talented ppl like Vishal to come up with a short catch phrase. HA! NIce. My Sis fren came up with a design for me too! (sry, the design came up too late and we had decided on the other 1 already)

THANKS VISHAL! THANKS SISSY's FREN!

Vishal was really super helpful. I owe u 1 wanton mee. :)

Thanks all the ppl who came to my rescue when I needed it. Even just to comment on the designs!

Through this I learnt that :

true frens stay true:)

Only the chosen design is shown below. Dunno why I can't upload my sissy's fren design.:S

I really like the words written. The tree was drawn by me=X using microsoft words k. LOl.

This PROUD 1 day's rush design is brought to u by Vishal and ME!
Selling at $10 per shirt for a charitable cost. We will be donating whatever profit there is to the charity. I came out with roughly $300+ dollars today to pay the supplier! Sigh.

Fel

Water week

2008-06-25T21:34:00.008+08:00

Some random photos:

Really scumptious looking cupcakes from Coffee Bean. Have to order 3days in advance. Its only roughly $20 for this. Btw, the Strawberries coated with chocolate and other stuffs in a box is BETTER! I really love it. Hmm.. probably I will buy it on my birthday? Treat ppl eat? hahaha.

Khai bought this from Saudi Arabia for me:) Awww.. Super nice right! MY name! Seee seee see! I LOVE IT! thanks Khai!

My mummy bought this MP4 for me:) 2GB. I told her that I wanted to use a voice recorder in China so she bought me this:) THANKS MUM!

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This week is Singapore International Water Week!

I got myself involved by agreeing to be an usher for the Water project competition. Went Suntec with Maurice and Dina at 8am today. It was really fruitful. I was really impressed with the NUS Maths and Science students. There was a group of 3 who were around the age of 16 *OMGOSH younger than me!* who did their project quite in-depth. I felt that there were good but Jian Hao, Dina and Joycelyn felt that they should have not sacrificed so many fishes. Hmmm.. I din't realise that so as many as 50 fishes( small) were used=X

Anyway, sidetracking, the Eclairs were Awesome! The choco coating with thick choc cream filling... Aww..

After the proj showcases, we headed to the Water technology exhibition. Did some phototaking:) hehehe. I decided to learn smiling widely:D Felt quite awkward with my eyes feeling dry and blurry when I want to smile widely and open my eyes wider. :S

In the exhibition, many technologies that we have studied in class were right in front of us. cool

Was truly exhausted after the entire event. It was roughly 11.50am that time.

B4 going home to bath, I went to eat pastamania with Chewy and his aunt. =X When I first saw his aunt with him, I said hello. Chewy then said call ar. I was stunned. hehe. Cuz I was at a loss as to what to call her. heheh.......... Ended up I said,

"Ah Yee".

Btw, usually facing his sister and brother I will end up awkwardly not calling them by saying.. "er... (straight away go to topic)..." skipping the entire name calling cuz I don't know how I should call them. By their name? Or Jie Jie? Wierd lei................!!! Bah. Don't wanna be rude too. Sigghhh...

Received my WRT results today, 80/100. hmm.. I should work harder. Anyway I'm quite satisfied with my result. I'm just afraid of my Worksafety common test result.

Pics taken from the Water week:

I'm a trade Visitor?

VS

Maurice said I looked like the weather reporter. LOL!

Don't I look professional:)

I think my 1st pic looked dumb. Cuz as I said my it was hard trying to smile widely and open my eyes wider. It really felt awkward!!

SO CUTE RIGHT!! They are called Water Wally.~ My cute twins:)

Wei Yi hooked them up. Awww so cute. I want to give Chewy 1.

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I got quite Emo on the way home today.
hmm. I recalled the times when I did not had a bf, I felt like a cup which was half empty. Occasionally I felt pangs of lonliness when I saw how others were in pairs.

Now, I'm greatful yet occasionally, I feel like a cup that is brimming to the top and is about to overflow and spill. Some times I do and all that's inside of the cup spills out and once again I'm at the half-empty-lonliness stage. Perhaps the cup is not being half empty but half full instead. When you are happy most of the time, you do not really cherish it huh? Probably this half fullness is to remind me that I should still be happy.

I decided to alight at Palm garden to walk home. Half holding back the tears and trying to hide the spilled tears. Hmm. Am I too demanding?

I really hate the feeling of knowing that that something will happen even though I was assured that it will happen. I believed and hope that it will not happen yet it really happens. The sense of disappointment is greater huh? Sorry if I do not make any sense to you. Anyway, I quite like the long way home. There was some sense of peacefulness which I can truly indulge in. The emoness allowed me to reminsce and ponder all the way home. I walked the long way and avoided the crowds so that I can cry freely. Felt quite sourish though. Anyway, I have to hide it all once I reach home. :) No one has to find out. It's best this way.

Phew, feels so much better...... already:)
Felly pan signing off!

Pics update:)

2008-06-24T11:39:00.008+08:00

Photos I promised to upload=X haha.

Photoshoot for poly experience

KL trip-Sewage treatment plant

Guess what is all this............ waha! Ur very own teh tarik mixing machine:D

Not..

Ambassadors TnB -THE BLACK TIE night.

I realised I was dressed wierdly after looking at the photos. LOL! Oh man... Shall not post those wierd pics. I think I was better dressed the previous year.Lets do a comparison.

Poolside Party vs Red Carpet style- The Black Tie

I took some time to take Wedding Photos. See below.

Nice ba. Believe it or not? OF COURSE NOT LA.
My Juniors & Joyce Lee:) weee hehe.. cool huh.

Peek-a-boo->
yea. k la act cute. I know what you are thinking. haha. who cares:)

KL

2008-06-16T01:33:00.002+08:00

Yea! I'm finally back from KL and NP Ambassadors TnB Camp!!! Weeeeeeee.. Learnt soooooo much during that short 1 week of my 2 weeks short break. In KL we got to see the water treatment plants and I wasn't expecting the lack of the mixture of rotten-eggs-and-cow-dungy smell. HA! It's really applied to what I had learnt in school. It felt really cool!

Every day was super rushing. EVEN SHOPPING!! Arghh.. Angry man! I anticipated more of Shopping. sigh. You know, it was like flip flip flip(the clothes) and No I don't think I see anything worth buying and within secs Im out of the shop and onto the next, repeating this motion. =_= 3hrs of shopping max per day for 3 days. End up I only bought 2 piece of underwear, 2 dress, 1 top and 1 shirt. Nvm, I shall look forward to the China trip in Aug. Btw, theres sooo many pics to be uploaded but.. I shall not do it now, too sleepy.

PS: I spent like super alot!! Where did it all go to? I think rubbish food.=_=

*As a class, we had bonded quite a lot during the short 4 days.:) Sweet. Now Jeevan and Jeremy knows me more. XD

I have to thank Geraldina alot for being the superb Student Leader. She was as usual, great:) I really relied everything on her!! hehx. sry:( Feel quite guilty.

Random: Recently Innocence by Avril Lavinge kept playing in my mind

Oh man. im reali slpy... i shall cont 2mrw

Test

2008-06-05T11:40:00.003+08:00

Naomi tagged me to do the following:)

1. Have you ever loved someone?
Past loves are not to be mentioned. Loving some 1 NOW:) hehex.

2. Who is more important to you? friends or bf?
I think it is both but I'm sorry to say that I can zhong se qing you.=X

3. Who are the people you trust the most?
Zoe, Chewy, Eng Kiat, Vishal.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Sigh. I guess not.

5. Are you missing someone now?
Yea:)

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Of course. :) Nothing can get worse during the 'rain'. It can only get better:)
Btw, I loveee rainbows, seeing it cheers me up.

7. What is your goal for this year?
Learn to be more independent:) Speak up.

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
I wish for it. It's abit hard to happen though after seeing my grandparents, I think that can happen:):)

9. What feeling do you love the most?
Bitter sweet? I like being surprised:)

10. What are the requirements of your the other half?
Talented, Honest, Listens to what I have to say, considerate, Smart & harworking. Best if he's romantic:)

11. List the best moments in your life.
Finding the 1 I love:)
Secondary sch pizza hut days
Acceptance into NP Ambassadors- tough k.
K-boxing with Zoe:)
Receiving the scholarship.

12. What do you hate most?
Liars
Weakness

13. Between love and money?
Love is of course the most impt:)

14. What's the most attractive things about a person to you?
Helpful, Kind, Patient and charisma.

15. Describe the person who tagged you using 5 words.
Sweet, Helpful, Smart, Faithful and soft-spoken

16. Who can you not live without?
My family, chewy and great frens: Zoe, Eng Kiat, Vishal

17.If you have one wish now, what would you wish for?
Happiness to everyone I love and to myself:)

18.What do you want most for your birthday.
Friends and many many presents:) btw my birthday is on 13th JULY. hehehe. Those who have seen it cannot run away from it hor!

19. Have I kept pets before?
Yup, the most treasured 1 was my terrapin from my uncle:(. I remembered that I kept it for so long until my father volunteered to put it in his office pond. Sadly, it ran away from the pond:( Never got to see it again. :(

20. Do you believe in dreams come true?
Yea! Many dreams came true for me. I'm so fortunately blessed. Treasuring this just in case I lose it.

Instructions: Remove 1 ques from above and add in your personal ques.
Make a total of 20 ques and tag 8 ppl. List them out at the end of your post. Notify them in your cbox! Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.the lucky 8(:

The 1 question that I add on is:

What do you think of YOURSELF?

The 1 question I choose to remove is:

Are you missing some 1.- too simple:)

1. Faithfee Pan
2. Kai Xin
3. Gary
4. Jie Xi
5. Gek Mun
6. Joyce
7. Yi Zi
8. Mei Xian

BLESS ALL OF YOU:)

GREAT GREAT GREAT

2008-06-04T21:08:00.003+08:00

Yeppy! Common Test is finally over:) Phew. shall just look forward to the short break and not think about how I fare=X

KL trip here I come!!! WAHA. Shopping all the way.... if that's possible:)
(sunday)

Another great news!! Sembcorp has decided to sponser my CHINA IMMERSION TRIP (1 and a half months, from August to Oct) YES! hehehe.. HAPPY. $1550 lei~! woot.

That's all on the update. Till after my KL and Ambassador's camp. XD

Fel

Sat night- dinner by the riverside

2008-05-25T13:59:00.003+08:00

Ytd, 24th May, I had a date with Chewy:)

Yours truly, on a romantic night out. hahahaha

SUN WITH MOON Romantic dinner by the Riverside. ($120 Voucher courtesy of mummy who won it from the fuku bag I collected with daddy @ Central Shopping Mall)
<--- The rice is actually steamed with a number of ingredients including : ginko nuts? seaweed, jiang yu zai(forgot the english term), salmon. Interesting.

<--- Chewy's Tempura set.

<---- LOVELY appetiser! Special right? It's a refreshing display of food. Modern Jap food. Aww.. Just love this the most. Love pretty things.:) Anyway, the appetiser consists of (from the right): Salmon + fish eggs, crispy flour balls?, cheese with tomato, tofu, crispy fried prawn with potato chip.

<--- My Main course! Beef. tender and juicy. so many layers. Actually I think there was even an apple slice. hehe.. drooling already:S

Initially, we thought that we were free to choose items from the menu and we were soooooo excited lor! We were embarassed not once but twice.

We reached Sun with Moon Japanese Dining & Café (Central) at 8pm after a 1hr plus ride on the bus and we were on time f0r our reservation time. After Chewy said he made a reservation under Mr Chew, the waitress mistook him for another Mr Chew and ushered us to the inside of the Restaurant. hmm.. when we called, the person who answered told us our seat have to be by the riverside but anyway, it did not bothered us and we still sat down. While browsing through our menu, the waitress popped up and told us she has made the mistake =_= and we were moved out. sheesh.

After moving to a nice spot by the blue lights, we cont. with the excited browsing. SIGH~ It was then, the manager came up to us with an apologetic look.

"Sorry but this is your menu, You can choose course A or B." we suddenly sian diao! :( Chewy and me was like er. (paiseh). Chewy even stated that he scared the whole course would not filling and even suggested us to eat Shabu Shabu after that. HA! It turned out that the 5-6 course dinner was really filling and he could not finish his rice lo. Me too la. hah!

the night for us was still young, we sat by the river talking and staring in fear at the ride on the other side of the river bank.

around 11pm, we went to meet up with his friends. A friendly great bunch of ppl:) Knew some of them through our MJ sessions lo. We proceeded to Double C and Chewy got a little tipsy. hah! I remained clear throughout:D Strong ma:) NAh, just nv drank that much. :)

Shall end here to go bath=X

Opps

2008-05-20T22:08:00.004+08:00

Wahhh.. I neglected my blog! =X Procrastinated after all.

Made a huge decision: Cut my hair short! 1st ever really short hair. Brave me:)

SEE!

funny awkward pose but anyway. the main focus is my hair:)

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Last week, 15th May, Dina volunteered to bring me to Awfully Chocolate @ Serene Centre area cuz I was torn between buying a ice-cream cake and a normal choc cake.

I have heard lots of people saying that it's really good and stuff about Awfully Choc's cake and was really hoping to try it. Dina was really helpful to volunteer and thus I chose it.

I bought 2 of the 6 inches cakes.( 1 for my family + 1 for Chewy's bdae celebration) I actually wanted the 8 inches one and it was a shocking 2times of the 6inches($25+) price. $50!

Anyway, luckily I did not bought the 8inches one as it was sufficient for my whole family and there was still a slice left over. Sadly, it wasn't my cup of tea. Neither was it for my family and Chewy's family. :S It has a kind of metallic/ plasticky taste. I still cannot figure it out.

Chewy with Yuki :D

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Recently there has been many disasters all over the world. Myanmar & China has its respective share of pain. Sigh... Is this the sign that the world is coming to an end? We have dug our own grave I suppose. Is it too late for salvation?

Random!

2008-05-04T23:12:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BDAE DINA!

20 mins pass ur bdae le!! MAY u have lots of money for travelling and whatever nots. HAHA! STUDY HARD! ALL THE WAY:)

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RANDOM*
My formal get up during SembCorp's scholarship presentation. LOL!

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Here to kick off anew with my fresh new blogskin! ALL the credits go to the ever efficient GARYNBC. hahaha! THANKS a million! Super efficient. It's like I shui bian say say only to help me make a new blogskin for my plain dull blog and he really helped me. So sweet! Yeppy! I'm a blogskin idiot lo! Always wanted to cr8 my own blog yet I don't know where to start and all. Sucks. Anyway, soo greatful. hehe. Sry for the many adjustments you had to make cause of my fussiness. hehex..

This week I did Manicure after my visit to YouthReach for my IS project. Pinky... ! All thanks to my lucky mummy who won vouchers to the manicure palours at Clarke Quay. Love it and I now I take extra precautions when dealing with stuffs e.g. opening a can. HAH! BIMBO. Eh.. what do u expect with a $80 ++ manicure. haha!

I like the flower~! (always wanted to draw smth nice on my nail but failed :S )

I was thinking of undergoing manicure / facial lessons during my long sept break and I have found out from the manicurist that is approx $1500 for a diploma. hmm.. Even though it's ex.. but it is another skill rite? Any takers to acc me through the course? hahaha!!

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One nonsensical event happened to me on Monday's Jap lesson. Omgosh! Look at the pic below.

Guess how many 10cent coins are there?

76!!!

what the! The sandwich machine at blk 56 is screwed lo! I reluctantly placed in $10 into the machine cuz I was too hungry and decided to risk losing my $10 (Previously, I think the machine ate my $5, Damned) and........................ *plok plok plok plok plok plok plok plok............. * 80 ten cent coins started falling at a constant rate. Totally stunned. :S man.. outrageous. hah! I really felt it was funny yet I did not know whether to laugh or.. sigh. My wallet became loads heavier. =_=.

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Randomness: Apology to all my neglected frens

Friends vs Boyfriend

This I have to honestly say that when I have a bf, I tend to neglect my friends and MIA:( Sorry guys especially Zu Er).. :( Feel so bad. =X Took so long for me to apologize=X During sat's meeting with the girls(Min Jie(da jie), Regina, Fedora) for a swim, tan(reluctant), gossiping session. They were talking about how ppl will neglect their frens when they hv bfs. I feel so bad.=X I try my best to meet u all when possible okay:D

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Projects are piling up high already. Irritating me all the while and nagging in my head all the time. Damn! Dislike the feeling of having forgotten impt stuffs to do and feeling scared. Need to constantly check on my "organiser". JIA YOU! Dina ar dina. u say u study every night makes me stress lei! Really so hard working! I need to buck up. Let me not procrastinate. I also want to study every night~! haha!!

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I think ar.. I'm actually quite an introvert. I'm forced to try to be more outspoken due to most circumstances:( Sigh? My Cancer(horoscope sign k!) nature ba:) I find that horoscopes are quite accurate. Perhaps I made it accurate for me if you get what I mean.

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Kk, I shall end my post here! :)

GOOD NIGHTS

Fellypan

Food! 20th-26th march 08

2008-05-04T22:37:00.002+08:00

Great appetiser! Baked Prawn & scallop in CHEESE! LOVE it.

Not so good main course from Steak house at taka. Burnt parts & the meat is hard!

Nice ambience though

MOA- Secretary's week special offer $14 ++ , but the portion is so small.

Tony Romas- RIBS(all time fav since young)

Fun + Bz week

2008-04-27T22:38:00.002+08:00

Weee... I finally made it through the week~! Phew!

There were quite a few things which happened this week and I must say that it was quite stressful towards the end of the week but all in all, this week was GREAT!

Gotten quite a few presents and enjoyed lots of food!!

Guess Bag- Great buy, Not expensive at all. $40!
Kappa Red Pumps- Wanted a pair of covered flat girly shoes. :)
Brazilliano Praia Sandals- From N.U.M

hehehex.. all of them are courtesy of my dearest mummy. Rewards for my Scholarship. haha!

Ate at:

MOA- Jap restaurant @ Clark Quay, hmm.. unique, colourful small portion of variety of dishes.

Steak House- Another Jap restaurant @ Takashimaya. Not as nice as anticipated. The Lobster too cooked- hard!

Tony Romas- Western @ Suntec, after soo long. Previously dined there quite often.

Even got to eat Subway( courtesy of Sembcorp. hehe.), Mac & Bens & Jerry's Ice-cream

Special stuffs that happened during the week:

Photoshoot! (fri) - Really fun!! Felt lyk a really lost model. Haha!

Facial- @ Chinatown. Finally had a visit there after a long time.. Omgosh. My skin felt so much smoother after that. haha.. Heavy price to pay for that though.. thanks mummy:)

Scholarship Award Ceremony- Aiyo. soooooo many big shots around. Intimidating man! The day b4 the ceremony we(Dina, Momo, Jian Hao and me) panicked! Did not have anything formal to wear! In the end, I borrowed from Felicia(schoolmate) her skirt. Thanks to Dina.:)

Ps: Dina put on make up. haha!

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On sat as usual was Mj night, I realised that me and Chewy cannot sit anywhere near each other. HAha! Not really good for me really! Don't know whether is our playing style too similar or.. Anyway, when I sat opp. Chewy, I won. :D Hopefully whenever we play 2gether, we will always get to sit opp. one another.:):)

B4 Mj, Chewy brought me to watch DOOMSDAY. Super Gory! ARHH! But really thrilling. Super strong female lead. Tsk tsk tsk. Not in the least afraid of death from what I have seen. Hack care attitude. Hmm.. She remains calm at any given situation. Really good leader. Sigh. I have to be tougher I guess.I think I'm too soft in dealing with ppl. Got to be straight and not worry about whether will the person dislike the way I do things.. Gd show though it should be M18 instead of NC 16!

Fel Signing off!
Ps: I will try to maintain at least one week per post. hehe.

14th-18th April 08- school begins!

2008-04-18T23:40:00.003+08:00

What a great week:) School has just started again and... I LOVE IT. so far at least. Probably because of the lack of assignments & many cancelled classes. =X Good things wont last for long though.. Sigh!

Things I have noted this week:

Mon.
Went class for EM3B- teacher sucked:(
After the 2hrs came Mr Hamdan (lecturer for work safety...). Cool! He came to report that the Entire week no lessons!

Went to CCA fiesta and ended up joining another 6 ccas :S OMGosh.. too ezily persuaded.

Piano club - doubt I will go ba.
Wheel Power?
Taekwondo - If i can really find time, I MUST go and take a look! Maybe train again?
Red Cross - Going next fri!
Fencing - Nahh...
Astrology - No news lei..

Tue.

Slacked from 11++ (classes ended) till bout 6pm- Ate Pizza for lunch with Sec mates. So much for gossipings. Guys actually have much to gossip about! Dint knew so much about sec sch friends till then! LOL!
Np- Kranji Alumni Chapter- Welcome tea party for Freshies.

*Needs more improvement. Not so successful.

Skipped Jap. :( (feels so guilty- guess this is the only class which I hate to miss)

* Appealed to change day for Jap from Tues to Mon. (SUCCESSFUL!!!- I miss Kai Xin! (Jap Partner) )

Wed.

Likes Water Reclaimation Technology, one of my module cuz my teacher is great! Had the motivation to study!
Best thing is that we get to go KL for our Practical work!! COOL. Then every even weeks thurs less 2hrs! Coooool! I was super excited bout the trip and when I went home, I immediately filled the form for the trip. WAHA
Crashed Nicholas's Jap class- Missed my own. Likes Chishiho sensei better:)

Thurs.

Went for interview?! (like super last min!! Only when I reached the place did I realised that there was an interview for BE Society Committee)
5pm- 1st official gathering of acting Committee of BE Society. OH NO! I'm a secretary!

Fri

Went SWENSENS with beloved CHEWY :) thanks for the treat. hehe..
Bought a shirt for chewy.
1 LAST IMPT THING! GERALDINA WORE A DRESS 2day!!!!!! WHAT! STUNNER!

End my weekdays entry:) Shall not let my blog die! JIA YOU!

Felly!

19TH April 2008- Our 20th month together! yeppy! Sweet sweet love:)

CHARON

2008-04-14T17:12:00.001+08:00

http://charonnpssc.blogspot.com/

HOLIDAY

2008-04-14T15:31:00.002+08:00

Today is 14th April, the start of school term! OH MAN! I'm a Year 2 student already!!! Gosh. 1 whole year passed by so swiftly and I am officially no longer a freshie:(

I went M.I.A from my blog for most of holidays =X.. hehex.. I shall recap what I did during the holidays.. BZbzBz k! Like no holidays but actually it's okay.. :)

5 Camps:

Ambassadors Retreat Camp

Slack, Play & Enjoy ;) Watched a knicky remake of the Red Camp 4 skit.

Sports Camp Training Camp - GL camp

Woa.. Chui~ Super strenuous since I have not exercised in a looong while. Some interesting things that we did...

Lie on the ground of Orchard with hands behind our necks, screaming...

Went into Taka shouting our group cheer...

"We are Cha, We are Ron, We are Charon warriors, We will fight, We will kill, We have come to fight and kill.. We will Fight Kill, Fight Kill, FightKill FightKill FightKill (*fcuk u)........... "

We also walked under a super heavy downpour (Night walk) for duno how loong, like forever.

I saw FIREFLIES!!! OMG! MY 1st time.. SOooo nice... even though I was shivering like mad. aww...

Sports Camp

Met a very enthu bunch of Juniors. Really proud of them:) United & Sweet. Yup! Even though our flags keep kana snatched away... hahaha.. Anyway, all was fun.. it was great fun making them dirty:)

I kana sunburnt though:S Next time I will rmb to bring my sunblock!!

Committee Training Camp (CTC)

It is actually a prep camp for the actual Freshmen Orientation Programme for my school. I made a serious blunder by telling in the email that the camp is not compulsory=X omg. though it was a blessing in disguise....

Freshmen Orientation Camp

The last day was the most memorable~~ Geraldina sabo!!! I was unaware of the trouble awaiting for me when I rushed to the Green Mall cuz G told me to hurry there.. !!! =_='''

There was a fashion show whereby students get to dress up the Student leaders but.... it turned out that the committee kana saboed~~~!!! WHAT! yes.. and I was dressed up.. phew~! I told them that I had skin allergies so that they could not draw my face:) hehe.. what a relief. I just went away with a change of sex. =X had the biggest. d*ck a man could nv have. hahaha!

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Woa..!! 1 last thing I have to update is that... I have gotten the scholarship!!! YAY! I will not regret getting this and it is a proud achievement~! Weee. I will study harder this semester!! No more cutting class (ermm.. maybe less), more attentive! GOGOGO!

I actually quite like the feeling of studying today. Felt quite refreshed and energized for school:)

Let's balance play & studies:) Mahjong anybody? CALL ME!

Felly signing off

:):):) XOXOXO :):):)

2008-03-19T15:22:00.001+08:00

MISTAKE:
OH no. I realized that I took the Singapore Flyer on Feb 29 08 instead of Valentine's day~! AHaha.

1Year 7Months

2008-03-19T15:02:00.002+08:00

2day is our 1 year n 7months already. Sigh~ I have to really be more understanding! Still haven fully learn how to Love.

''Love is patient, love is kind.It does not envy.Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;It is not self-seeking, nor easily angered.It keeps no record of wrongdoing.It does not delight in evil,But rejoices in the truth.It always protects, trusts, hopes, and preserves.There is nothing love cannot face;There is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance.In a word, there are three things that last forever:Faith, hope, and love;But the greatest of them all is love.
-- 1 Corinthians 13:4-7''
Taken from:http://www.romancestuck.com/quotes/bible-quotes.htm

Need to Learn to HOLD nO grudges!
I LOVE CHEWY

Fellypan

Ps: I received the call from SembCorp that I am selected le! YEPPIE! 2mrw hv to be at SembCorp by 9.30am! WEEEEEE! Anyway, results sucked. Strive harder!

Feb 08-March 08

2008-03-17T19:25:00.004+08:00

The Singapore Flyer- Ferris Wheel. 14 Feb 2008- Valentine's Day...

Actually it feels very safe & it does not feels like u up on an actual ferris wheel. 30mins ride. Not very interesting though the view is great.

Splendid view

Chewy:)

The close-up look of an individual capsule. The blue light looks nice huh..

Ambassadors Retreat Day 1's dinner @ BREEKS CAFE. - lovely. My 1st time.

Me N Min Jie

I chose this course. Woa.. Honestly I feel the Cajun chicken @ Breeks loses Botak Jones. But!!! I give The Soup & Mash Potato 2 thumbs up!

Day out with Zu Er...

Oh man! Spend $100++ BROKE! I must spend my money wisely. Anyway, New York New York's Seafood Platter was superliciously delicious! Fresh sweet crab, Fresh Prawns, Chewy Calamari! I thought the price was worth it.. but.. perhaps it was because I had nv ordered a seafood platter b4=X $30++.. =X

B4 dinner, we both went for Kbox & a movie- RULE NO#1! oMgosh! I was soooo afraid after watching the movie that I did not even wanted to go to the toilet which was located at the outside of Marina Sq. =X Hehe.... Good plot I feel. Interesting & real conclusions made.

Bliss~~

SEAFOOD PLATTER for 2!

End Results.... *burp*

Next up... CHOCOLATE Fondue! Zu Er's fav~!

BURP!

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These few days I have been truly busy with Sports Camp. Went 4 the GL(student leader) training camp. I had deemed it as a torture camp and had decided to fatten myself up. =X Totally dreaded the camp but it wasn't what I expected during the 1st half of the 1st day of camp. Our Camp Commander had changed. Hmm.. The night was filled with sweat, rain & mud! GAHH!! Ewww.. What an exhausting Night walk. Sigh... Ended up with Muscle aches on the 2nd day & was alrdy *chueei* (cmi- cannot make it). The morning PT pushed my limits and I almost broke down. Phew~~~ Thinking back made me really glad it's all over! haha...

Still more to come--- Sports Camp!! Since I have made it thru the most gruelling camp, there's nth more to fear! HAHAHA!

2008-03-09T23:20:00.004+08:00

Been working the past 2 days at the IT fair at Suntec. Love the pay but think the job is a little too slack. Haha.. Funny how I complain about a slack job with good pay. haha. Guess I don't really like to sit on a job. I literally sat the whole day typing some forms.

Job pay for 2days = $200+ :) satisfied!
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This holiday is going to be really busy!! ARHH! Quite dreading it really. The camps. Fearing the sport's camps as judging from the past trainings, it will surely get real dirty!. :S

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Last week there was the sembcorp's lunch meeting. Sigh~ I was strucked when they announced that our this semester's result will be taken into consideration as well.. OH WELL~ Guess I will just have to keep my fingers crossed. I will just have to study harder with/without the scholarship. Anyway, I need to improve alot in the sense of leading ppl.

I need to be more INDEPENDENT. how...?
less reliant on ppl for info, take note of details myself
less procrastination
Correct my mistakes and not do it again.
More decisive
Plan my time wisely
more Humility

Jiayou ba myself. COME ON!

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Actually I think nowadays I think too much. I keep hoping that we will maintain it this way for as long as possible. I know that nth is definite and anything might happen & subsequently, I get all depress thinking about all the what ifs. Stupid me. Nth better to do. Must be optimistic and treasure the 'NOW'. Love chewy:)

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PICTURE updates!! HAPPY Chinese New Year! HAPPY Valentine's day:D

2008-02-17T15:49:00.006+08:00

16th Feb 08

i am the 90th person queueing up to collect the 'fuku' bag. Eh! 1 bag not cheap k! $50! But they promise that the stuffs inside the bag will cmf be of higher value. So... is see ur luck le.. haha..
Me and daddy's luck is the same. We took the same prize(which consist of a bag + other coupons and stuff) which is like out of the 300 bags, it has only 8 or so with this bag.

Random photo: Iwannagohome shop. Exactly spoke the words I wanted to tell my daddy when we did not go home directly after the morning queueing at The Central. *yawn*. Tired. Found it really cool and it was such a coincidence!

Valentine's day : Sushi making- did something out of the ordinary. haha.. Super full after that!

These are the rolled ones...

CNY season

Lucky number.. not really. haha..

New year goodies. FOOD of GLORY.

Abalone: 1 whole piece. =X.. Can faint eating it. Not trying to show off but. It really is alot!! Like it better when it's sliced.

Shark's Fin: Felt it was really wasted eating this way. Better if it is in the soup.

Great spread of food. Ate at Chewy's house during Chu Xi. :) Yummy.....

Childhood memories. My room's view of the Pasar Malam downstairs.
Loveeee it!

Played Jenga with CHARON- my Sport's Camp Group Leader's Group

Sweet rite.. hehe..

*photos update

2008-01-28T02:34:00.000+08:00

Geraldina's pervertness acting up.. gahaha.. C dat cannon like thing.. It might not be what it seems.. It's up to ur imagination k! (during Land Surveying lesson).. btw I drew the Hello Kitty=X

Posing a photo with daddy and Moony.. Daddy's bdae!

Retard photo at Parsley and Cream- located at Central Mall. Funny looking large pic. Nice ambience in the cafe. The muffins have great cream topping though it is quite ex.. $3 per muffin.

These are some of the muffins at Parsley and Cream.. Nice Ba.. I tell u ar.. the Choco one right... It is really pure Choc. I tink..

Uncle Meng Meng's wedding.. All the bridesmaid.. including my 2 cousins(Jie Melissa and Melinda), Faith sissy wore the same dress..

Blurry photo of me n Chewy.. =X Dont noe how to use faithy's phone.=X

MANY MANY THINGS!

2008-01-28T01:17:00.000+08:00

wahh.. its the new year and i'm super duper upper bz! Havent update in eons! K.. shall sum it all up in point form...

17th-19th, OPEN HOUSE was a blast! ...though my bones felt more brittle after the 3 wearing days of CB*( which is also known as chartered buses k=X).. CB OIE!! great bonding experience with the wonderful seniors:) Got to know of many new faces. Sweet and heart-warming last dat where the year 3 give their final speeches b4 leaving NP. gosh! I really held on to my tears real tight k! I also learnt alot more on handling crowds. hahax.

- 1 funny thing included me talking to the same group of sec 4 ppl twice and repeating the same qns over again. *this was not the only time. Guess I was too shag to even think and see properly=X.

I was like saying.. "Hi! Welcome to NP! Is this ur 1st time here? What courses are u interested in...", smth of the sort.. and their faces were like BLANKED b4 they reply me.. "Er.. u have talked to us b4 alrdy.".. OPPS!

Bought Bdae cake for daddy on 18th of Jan:D -Happy Belated Daddy's, Lester's, Alaster's & Jay Chou's Birthday! Cool right.. Such a coincidence.. Met up with Zu Er at Sch after I had finished my duty of the day to go together to Alas bdae bbq. We 1st went to Lot 1 and got Alas present which was all the any-how-mix items. :D hehe.. CUTE K! Took us a load of time. After which we went to buy a coffee cake for my dearest Daddy:) I decided on a last min basis since I felt a must to celebrate Daddy's Bdae.. :) Sweet daughter right.. haha.. Went to eat breakfast with daddy b4 sch somemore neh!

Went to Alas bdae party.. Which included ppl getting drunk and wasted, vomitting, security guards chasing us away from BBQ pit, Police officers summoned under the void deck where the rackus was cont from the BBQ pit.. Me and Zoe had alrdy anticipated the Police. It was only a matter of time=X They had to clear up the mess made by playing "Cake Fight". Went home only at 3am! Almost din't wanted to go for Open House=X

After the last day of OPEN HOUSE, I immediately cabbed home.. Cuz it was 19th of Jan- our 1year 5months together.. Chewy was alrdy at my house waiting for me.. My Super Great bf cooked for me.. Soooo sry for turning up late..

It included: A special spaghetti noodles, cheesy egg( he rmbed i wanted to eat it), wanton soup!

I felt Overwhelming sweetness and fullness. Literally full k! XING FU:D

I was selected for Sport's Camp Group Leader:) Went for the interview on 11th of Jan.. -Mostly I think I was selected based on luck.. I Wasnt really elated with my undesirable performance. I guess I did not had enuff determination to get in to this unlike Ambassadors. =X. Cuz I guess I had heard a lot of news from G that it will be a gruelling challenge which I honestly wasnt too keen about=X. Had mixed feelings from receiving the news. Felt honoured and perplexed at the same time

Finished my Jap EXAM! as in 102 written and speaking test. I guess.. B will be the best for me already... :( Not so well done.. But I love Jap so i'm continuing no matter what! Aww.. Kai Xin-Jap Partner will be leaving sch dis sem le:( sighh.. Good luck in whatever may come:)

Bought my 1st ever LEVI's JEANS! HAPPY, sha lala, it's so nice to be HAPPY:) Chinese new year is around the corner and I bought another top.. shall post a pic of it out soon:) THANKS Mummy:) The BEST in the entire world when she does not scream or scold=X

Returned to my beloved KRANJI SEC for course counselling during the release of 'O's result! SUPER high when I saw Cheryl chilly billy:) It truly had been a long time and I miss those Suki Sushi and K boxing days.. Sweet memories:) Hope to see them soon. Hopefully can plan a date during New year for a visit! hehehe...

Went to GL training on friday, 25th JAN.

Dreaded at first cuz I initially thought there will be serious physical like running campus run.. though ended up it was damn fun and I got to know more bout my group CHARON! Perverted! Esp CGL! gahhahaha!

UNCLE MENG MENG WEDDING-27th JAN! - I'm the bridesmaid.. hehe..

Could not wake up for the fetching of Bride today morning at 5.30am.. =X BAD bad bad.. Ended up still very tired cuz woke up early though not early enough and headed to Carlton Hotel to rest. Just had to march in when the wedding dinner commenced.. =X CONGRATZ to my Uncle:) who was seriously drunk after drinking a great amount of liquor of all sorts. hah=X He told Chewy when he was about to leave the washroom," Don't worry, I'm not drunk", with a pat on Chewy's shoulder:)

FCE- not so bad after all

2008-01-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

RANDOM PIC OF THE MONTH: CELINA a.k.a COCONUT. hehe.. my little sissy finally goin to Pri sch. CCKPS- my former Primary too!! Cute n round huh..

Bridge testing + Cement blocks testing (4th & 8th Jan 08)

This few weeks of pract for FCE (fundamentals of Civil engineering) had been quite a joy. We did some really interesting stuffs such as building the bridge and making cement cubes.. Where else can u do this man.. We all deserved a pat on the back for the hard work in making the bridge out of.... SATAY STICKS K! Unbelievably strong k our bridge! I shall post the photos of the bridges. AWESOME! Our bridge managed to withstand 43 freaking KGs of weights!!!! Seriously during the testing, there was a heart stopping moment when the bridge was about to cave in under the immense pressure! It was really thrilling to anticipate the fall of the bridge while at the same time crossing my fingers hard so that it will be able to withstand more weight. GREEDY!

Me, G, Momo, Jeremy

A pic in memory of our beloved diminished bridge:
weights hanging from our eco frenly greenish bridge..

The battle of the bridges

Evil Khairul... trying to trample on our half dead bridge

During the cement making,(just this week-8th jan) I was like thinking.. 'we are like playing with CLAY and baking cake! COOL!' Have to give proper ratio to the amount of sand, water, stones and cement.. Just like in the process of baking, the ratio to the sugar, flour, egg and water have to be in the right ratio. SO fun! All it lacked was aircon=X. Guess I'm spoiled. =S

The pics i will upload the next time... hvin prob with lappy.. sigh. all's wrong with this lappy..

Felly sighing off.. hah.
BTW- 2day I went out to eat wif Zoe n Vishal @ Coffee Club Holland V. :D LOVE just hanging out n chatting wif u all.:) Miss u all!

Slacker Year

2008-01-06T00:53:00.000+08:00

I proclaim this year for me to be the year of slacking. Really. Just at the start of New year, I have already felt super lazy. School started and I was not in the mood for any studying. Oh man.. Missed the 1st day of the year of school. Great right? What a start... Need some form of kick in the ass to get up and do some meaningful stuff.

Anyway, today I had to go and try out the bridesmaid dress for Uncle Meng Meng and Auntie Belle's wedding. The bridal 'shop' was at a person's house. COOL. Great idea for buisness. Lovely indeed. Dint thought of it at all. Maybe next time when I can finally own a house, I will set up my buisness at home. YUP! Opening a bridal shop will be great cuz I will get to choose those gowns I love for my wedding and earn the money back through rental. Yeppie! I ever thought of becoming a wedding planner but that might not be a really great idea since I'm not really good at organising my stuffs well. :/ too disorganised I guess.

K. Going back to trying out the dresses, actually I only tried out 1. :S The choices were really limited. 1 thing bad for having a home-based bridal shop. Lack of space for dresses. :( sad. There were only a total of 4 to choose from? :S All the excitement was like suddenly drained. But any way, the limelight was not for us(me, sissy, jie melissa & melinda). In the end, we chose the light purple dress with a black ribbon.

heres the dress I wore.

Cut off my head due to my really sour expression. =_=.

Wore S size k! hehex..

K. Thats all for 2nite! Nitey nite!

Fellylazy

MAHJONG N MORE

2007-12-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

Oh my.. Quite a few events have past since the last time I blogged. & G says my blog is dying! :(
I refuse to accept this! NO! PERSERVERE!! come on.. I need some more tags to encourage me la.. *hints* heex.. Please tag me...:)

Photos coming up!

These are some of the kind of presents which will make u laugh ur socks off for Christmas
Presenting:
Jeevan, Maurice (damn act cute!!! gosh. LOL), Jeremy (who follows after Maurice)

1H01- BBQ nite. 2007

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30th of Dec! - Zoe Darling's Birthday:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

29th- Night time.

Me n Chewy went to pick Zoe from Taekwondo

Went to eat some desert(dessert/desert?) 1st at Sunshine place.

We were supposed to play overnight MJ since its Zoe's birthday and there's nth to do to kill time. K la k la. Its my idea to play MJ since I wanted to play, might as well take this hard to come by opportunity to play MJ and chit chat with some long time frens.

Alas, Eng Kiat, drunken Eric & Zhi Guang turned up for our mini bdae gathering:)

Chewy decided to acc me too.

Eng Kiat & Eric wanted to destroyed the cake by wanting to smash Zoe into the cake while she had to fulfill their wishes of biting the 'happy birthday' sign from the cake. She got lucky though. Evil Evil.

The Mj session started with Me Zoe Alas Eric and ended with Me Chewy Alas Eric cuz Zoe piggy wanted to take a 5 min break and instead fell asleep on my couch. Haha. Guess she really was tired. Could not even wake her up when I shook her!

Ended Mj at 8am! OMGOSH! damn tired. Did not even get the chance to taste the Mac meal Chewy ordered for me.:S Sry Chewy, U had to sleep out in the living room :S

Woke up at 2plus 3pm so that we could go eat Swensens and sing at K box. Initially that was the plan but K box was freaking expensive. We ended up eating at lot 1's Pastamania and watching National treasure since we could not make it in time to travel to the nearest Swensens to eat and then watch movie. Anyway, all went well and we even took NEOPRINTS!

Watched and ate with Beril, Brendan, Zuer and Chewy!

Zoe's cake courtesy of Eng kiat Eric Alas Zhi Guang :)

Zoe got off with only some cream splatter.

Tada! Heres the magazine-neoprint card!

Group photo includes Brendan Xuan You Bernice Beril Zoe Me!

Took from the Neoprint machine's screen. Free of Charge. haha.

Dearest BFF, study hard and do well k! Jia you.! You are officially 17! wee:)

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Some random pic of the really round moon while taking a stroll with Chewy on christmas eve

Sweet sweet love!

Scrumpilicious spread from Meideya & KFC for Christmas!

Every thing was really delicious except the really tough tough rubber beef. :S

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This past few days had been doing the bridge project. Really a tedious and tiring project. We finally pull it through. Great effort Guys! Now we just have to wait and see how well it goes when the weights get placed on it!

3/4 way! yay! Finally seeing some progress

End product. Sry guys for not being able to make it. THANKS alot for making this project such a success!

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Sigh... School is starting in like 2days?! WHAT! No..... I want more break... :( No more MJ:( sad.

Time to sleep now. I guess there is no point in getting so upset. I will make the better out of it then. :) Merry christmas every 1 once again. ha.. Cuz theres 12 days of christmas right? Wee.. NIGHTS!

Lots of love.

I'm blessed- Felicia

Fulfilling 2007!

2007-12-21T21:23:00.000+08:00

This year have been a rather fulfilling year. 1 of my bravest year I guess. Let me sum it all up.

Slack for most of the first half of the year only doing minor part-times jobs.

Banquet waitress Oriental Hotel (hated terribly)
3days receptionist (GREAT PAY/SLACK JOB!- $270 for the 3 days k!)

Finally became more productive upon entering NP!
CAMPS! CAMPS! CAMPS!!! Seriously, it is so fun to have so many camps during school life! I LOVE camps!

NP Orientation camp? - not stay over de.. but nonetheless
OBS! wee.. my fav. feel so accomplished & fit after that!
Be Society Camp- Mix and splash- fun fun!
RED camp SL camp.
RED camp! -simply awesome!

I'm so fortunate! hehx.. This year I even had a chance to take up courses I like!

Japanese Language! - I will strive to complete it! hehe.. (basic 101-completed! Now 102!)
Music lessons-Vocals. - Erm.. Even though I like singing.. I think.. it's a bit waste of money=X. man.. totally dumb decision in the first place but I guess I will be stopping it soon?

Some of the brave events recorded in my 2007

Took part in NP ambassadors selection-(GOT IN. proud of myself. truly. boost to confidence!)
Took part in NRA dance audition-(erm.. disqualified. hah.. Guess I better stick to singing. hah! At least I tried)
Went for BE envoy selection- (Got in too.. but ambassadors was priority =X)
Cross the planks in mid-air during OBS! (OMGosh! I'm seriously afraid of heights! It's high k!)
Overcame the High Elements of OBS ( Really a test. I did it!!)
Join Sports camp Student leaders training (Past the 1st rounds of selection and I'm on to the next!!! still fighting!)
Tried cooking:) (erm.. not very successful but I feel that I'm getting better. hehx)

This is just the opening chapters of my new exciting life! I know it will just get better!

BRING IT ON 2008! I'm looking forward to this new year! Life will have it's ups and downs but it is all worth it. I felt that I have grown alot in this year. Not wasted like other years. Ya know why? Cuz.. I did not shy away from challenges as much as other years! *Pat my back*

Being in a new school, I had really gain alot. Especially more friends.. Thanks alot. Though.. we are not really close yet.. I believe it really takes time. Yup! Jia you ba! Eh G! I make u my role-model. haha. thanks for teaching me how to enjoy food ar. haha

Though there are so many great things, I still really miss my secondary friends. ZOE SAM WONG! you better make urself more free hor:D wanna go out with u lei... U so bz. humph. Ur are booked on ur bdae or the day b4 k! Wif me and vishal:)

EH! Eng Kiat, Alas & Eric. dun 4get me k! heh.. though I a bit bz this days.

Distant from some sec frens too.. aww.. sigh.. nth ever last forever I guess. But I cherished the wonderful memories k.:)
Distant from Tae Kwon Do too.. =X Sorry Instructor Peter:S Feel so bad. hehe.. A bit bz too.. =X

LAST But definitely played the most impt part of my 2007:

THANKS CHEWY.. 1 year 4 months le lei! We share the good times and bad. Wee...

Thanks for:

Watching the numerous midnight movies with me
Cooking for me ( Love it alot! *hint*)
Bringing me to eat at those expensive restaurants & paying for me.
Pei-ing me from sch after my Jap lessons though u are alrdy tired
taking neoprint with me! - sry to wei qu ni=X
Buying me presents
Flying kite with me
starting to trust me
playing mj with me
Shopping aimlessly with me

& many many more.. hehe.. So fortunate k. Sry for all those unhappy times. but it is still an important factor in a relationship. hah. without the bad.. u cant taste the good:D hehe..

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

With LOVE

FEL

Cousin's Wedding + BBQ photos

2007-12-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

FURAMA HOTEL's lift:

The night at my Cousin's wedding.. hehe.. It was quite funny when we took this picture. Failed a few times and it was all in a hurry because we were afraid of people catching us in action of taking pictures when the lift door opens=X.

The peace, serene and calm poolside of Wei Yi's condo..

1H01- CLASS BBQ NITE! weee..

OMiGosh!

Guess what are they doing to the poor both of them:X

Not anything to do with the guys being despicable, hungry, or desperate k!

Hehex.. Just trying to make Jun Lin and Naomi blow candles( after the birthday celebration for people Thus the candles to blow).

Maurice and Jeremy were utterly bored can. They went around chasing MX to blow the candles until MX decided to entertain them by blowing them boredly. HA! Then they finally went away searching for more victims since the thrill of seeing MX run away is no more there. The other victim includes Geraldina but since Geraldina entertained them, they went away too. HAHA.

BTW, the Cheese cake is NICE. Only that it is not chilled enough and that it is a lil too creamy.

me ACTING CUTE! Ya know y? Cuz 1st, G was feeling bored then she took the ribbon from the bday cake box and tied it round Jeevan's head lyk what was done to me. Everybody had that done after that. INCLUDING G!! too bad. Can't post it up.. :S G will kill me.

Everyone had their act cute poses taken. Guess it started from Maurice who 1st acted cute. X_x

The BBQ area. G is the Main cook. :)

Super-Groom and the Wonder Buys:)

2007-12-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

OMGosh! I hv sooo many pictures to upload. Really, I think Blogger is troublesome enough in the process of uploading pictures.. Anyway, I FINALLY got it done. (No wonder I get lazy to blog- quite a turn off when in comes to uploading pics)

MASSIVE No. of Pics ahead! ...

Wee.. some belated pictures of my previous shopping spree at Bugis + The Central

($20 x 2 = $40)
Before discount was $22 per shorts k.. Thanks to Geraldina who cunningly use reverse psychology against the shop owner. HAHA.
When I asked for her advice on buying since it is $2 more ex then the previous shops, she used a quite obvious gesture of shaking her head while the owner was just beside looking on. I guessed the owner must have panicked as she said try on 1st, if suitable, the price is negotiable. Thus the $20:) Happy.

My 1st two short Shorts!

($30 after discount)
Weee.. This top made me elegant? G say de. hehe.. I felt so too. The only hesitation to buying is the bottom to match with.. Probably a long high-waist pencil skirt? ARH! I guess it will be nice but... I am afraid of looking too old**:( or maybe of the working class :S

** (when choosing clothes, my more impt consideration is whether I will look old/matured in it)

More Belated pictures of the classroom scene of 1H01

WEI YI! Kaypo! hehe..
The woman right at the front is my ECA (environmental chemistry analysis) lecturer. BAH. so going to do badly for it. Btw, she's also my this semester's form teacher =_=

I give up on the tutorial for ECA! IRRITATING!

Pic of my poor bedsheet.
TORN.
OMGosh. I'm just too Chor Lor
(Erm.. I dont know the English for it. hehex). Even my bedsheet is not spared from the clutches of me. Poor thing. From a palm size hole to this catastrophic big hole.. =_= Poor poor winnie the pooh bed sheet.:(

Pictures of Jie Janet's(cousin) wedding ceremony (16 dec 07):

Okay, I am truly sleepy when I took this picture. Man! My mother as always, give me her dose of alarm shrills. =_=. Actually, it has been a long time since mummy does that. It gave me the nostalgic feeling. Not a really gd 1 though.

OMG! Who the **** is wearing an auspicious red undies! It's SUPERMAN! right?

Let's have a closer look *zoom in* It really looks like Superman. Ermm.. The only prob is the western suit.. Had superman forgotten to remove his suit before putting on his famous undies? Or had he been half-asleeped? Or is it the new trend!

BAH.. Let me ans this qn. NONE of the above mentioned k. It was just my cousin-in-law (Kor Melvin) LOL! Tortured. Failed a qn at the gates before the Jie-Meis or was it a requirement... Hmm. forgot! hehex.

Throughoutly EMBARRASSED! LOL. So funny.... The face of Kor Melvin was like saying.. "Help me! I have to get this done ASAP. NOOOO!"

He really perspired a LOT! heh..

The cousins... Left: Jie Melissa, Middle: Me, Right: Faithfeee sissy

We went to Botanical Gardens after leaving Jie Janet's family house and Jie Janet & Kor Melvin house. Sigh.. Tell me what do you get when you put high heels with Botanical Gardens.. =_=.. More sighs.. Anyway the main focus is not on us.. Have to be sporting like what my father said.

Celina(sissy) said smth I felt quite funny,
Quite random,
Celina to me: You know why I hate Botanical Gardens
Me: Er.. Cuz its hot?
Celina: Ya. (bai chou lian)

aww.. my sissy is always so cute.
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After having lunch and finishing up the tea ceremony back at Jie Janet's home, we left!

Sings: On to shopping we will go, shopping we will go. Hi Ho the merry ho, to shopping we will go!

Went to The Central AGAIN! I LOVE IT there. Really. HUGE, lack of ppl, Lots of FOOD, Great shops!

My mummy really SPENt a LOT! $400 +++ on us(mostly). WAH! Thanks mummy!! You're the best when you are not fierce :)

(changing room =X) Felt like taking a pic since I will not be buying this dress. hehehe...

Oie! feefee just popped up in my dressing room when I was about to take the photo=X. Pervy!

MY GREAT BUYS: 90% dresses!! I LOOOOVE IT!
The material is like.. SOOO soft.. I think it has the same effect as the banana peel on the ground. Really. Sissy said it looked like night gown. I felt that too! Too nice a material:)

Mummy insist I buy this. She said very classy and that I can even wear it 5 years from now and no body will laugh at me. Hmm.. I felt like a curtain. =X hehe. Anyway, still bought it. Quite made sense as I will hv grown older so probably might wear it in 5 years. haha! See how la huh. Actually it is not really as bad as I made it out be. Seems quite unique and nice ba. I thought of wearing the black 1 to work in future.- Classy.

Nice though it looks wierd from the picture!

Actually those dresses are not bought with the actual prices stated. My mother managed to squeeze some more advantages from the shop e.g.: more discounts/ more freebies: necklaces, pouches

Faithfee's.- but, luckily we are sissies. so what's hers is mine too:D weeeee!

Expensive k! $40. dont think it is worth the price. Mummy bought it anyway since the shop owner threw in some Round Christmas Ornament( like supposed to hang at the door type) and discounted the overall price of the clothes.

Mummy's generousity. Bought another pair of shoes for fun I guess. haha. Nice too k!

THE FREEBIE from The Central. There is really a standard to this Notebook K. Me, Feefee, mummy, each gotten 1 + there was a lucky draw for Liang Jing Ru's concert. *cross fingers and hope we win:D. + Gift wrappers.

Lovely collection stand too. hah..!

Yeppie! Finally complete this entry! BZBZ! Happy happy. weee..

Last thing: On sat, I went to watch The Golden Compass with chewy:) I like watching movie! Paid $80 for 10 movie ticket combos. 10-2=8. 8 more Tickets left. Thanks Chewy for paying.

I love the otah that we went to buy together! hehex.

LOVE

FEL

xoxoxo

DEADBEAT

2007-12-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

WOA. my poor dead blog. I now resurect this blog:) I made a promise not to forsake it so I will live up to my promise. Weee:D

Common Test is finally OVER! weee.. the reason for not blogging is actually due to Auto CAD( computer aided design). Since it requires the use of my own lappy, I am afraid blogger has lyk virus so i decided to put off blogging till the C.Ts are over. Recently, my lappy suffered from random pop-ups which are usually from (adtergrity.com/ clicksor.com). BLOODY IRRITATING. Does anyone knows how to curb this.. Getting on my nerves since which I am watching some anime, the page that I am watching suddenly loads to those freaking websites. Is it viruses? =_=...

Yay! I managed to buy something online! But after transferring the money to the person, I stull have not receive any form of confirmation. AM I CHEATED?! But cannot be since that website, http://caramel-affair.livejournal.com/ is on http://www.emall.sg/. It should be certified to be honest right. Can't help worrying. sigh~.

Anyway, on the last day of C.T, Geraldina, Naomi, Jun Lin and me went SHOPPPING~! YEPPIE. Long awaited day finally came. Bought 2 shorts, a top and 3 cute ******. :D Went to bugis first. I dint know that there were so many nice food to eat nearby Bugis. Never been to outside of the Bugis street and Parco Bugis Junction.. =X.. Sua gu man. Never dared to venture out and explore. Now I know. Thanks to the ever adventurous G:D

The Wanton mee was great! Though a bit expensive I guess but maybe it is due to the location?
Love it! will go there again.

1 funny thing happened. At the traffic light, while waiting to cross, an auntie tap my shoulder. I did the obvious thing: to turn around. A little stunned since an auntie was sheltering me from the drizzle. LOl.. She say I wear so little, scared I zhao liang. =_='. Little? Er. Long sleeves lei. Only exposed my shoulder ar. Dots... Anyway, it was very kind of her but I did not really knew how to react. Awkward.

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LIFe

2007-12-02T01:58:00.000+08:00

Zu Er / Zoe (BFF. haha)

Kkkk BOX. Yup! That is already our usual meet up place. No matter is it CCK(sadly, it closed down recently), Clementi, Jurong or Cineleisure, it is still the same old K Box.:D I think because we share the same passion for singing and we both are lazy to think of places to walk or even lazy to walk. WEEE.. Acceptably value for money( if you know the correct timings to go)...

It was a really last minute decision due to the fact that Zu Er just return from HONG KONG( sigh.. envy envy envy). She msged while I was lying on my bed wanting to have a nap. Hah.. Who cares about a nap when you have friends to go out with. So I went of course..

I shall explain the pricing for K box so if ppl I know are interested, PLEASE call me to go too:D

For ladies, there is of course Ladies Night! Thurs Night! This is the usual day I will meet up with Zoe for the 'ritual therapy'. Only $15 from 6plus/7 Onwards till 10pm/whenever they need the room. For Sunday, I think it is this pricing too except, it is for both sexes! :D For weekdays, there is the student price XD.

Recently, I just found out that the bowl of tidbits which is an exorbitant cost of $5, can be refilled. GAH! (After soooo long of going to K box, I just realized! WTH!)

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Last month, November was I can say, my unlucky month! OMG. REALLY! It really truly is scary.. :( I fell down TWICE! (It is those type of hard fall to the ground) I cannot believe it. 1st was when I was chatting with Chewy and walking on the road divider which was a pavement with large but crossable gaps in between. OMG it was damn pain alright! & I was holding on to my poor Ramly burger still when I fell. Intended to walk to Teck Whye market to buy a pair of sneakers. Gave Chewy a shock. hah.

Next, even worse! More embarrassment and my butt really hurt k. Even though the previous fell gave me lots of external injuries. Guess where I fell. Outside my school's LIBRARY.=_='''

I slipped on the top of the stairs and "slided" down. BLOODY SLIPPERY! Stupid shoes! I was stunned. Was talking to Chewy on the phone and it shocked me! Fell and stunned in my fallen position(damn awkward). Even my most expensive belonging(LAPTOP! OMG!) slided down. (It slided to the bottom of the stairs k!). Sigh.

WHO THE HELL CURSED ME HAD OBVIOUSLY HAVE THEIR CURSE CAME TRUE! SUAY ar! beware of KARMA! ( Pissed. though maybe I over imaginated. hah. Just wanted to vent some irritation at something random)

Overall injuries

Bruise on my right big toe ( just realized from close observation)
2 big bruises on my Left leg
Small cuts on my Left hand fingers
Probably a big bruise at the center of my butt
Scraped the top of my right foot

Hopefully no Internal injuries... Luckily November is over. As the saying goes, "tomorrow is a better day". YUP! Dec WILL be a better month! Already in the mood of romantic Christmas. AWW.. Common test is coming though... SIGH! JIA YOU EVERYONE! Let's OWN ct. With such a burst of spirit, I hope to get myself motivated to study.. Jia you ba!

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Ytd was Sports Camp GL training's last training! It is the last day of selection too. WHAT! I felt quite reluctant to go man...

Afterall, I do not intend on becoming a GL or at least I felt unlikely to get chosen from the 200 or so ENTHU ppl (seriously, they are very Enthu!). My initial purpose of joining this training was to accompany Geraldina.
I felt really lazy to run the 1/2 campus run! Wanted to meet Chewy instead.
Forgotten to bring an extra shirt for the supposed 'Dirty' games and I wore my favourite OBS SHIRT!

In the end, I went anyway. Hah.. Not sufficient a reason to skip. Just go and have fun since it really is fun. Exercise a bit more do me good too.

Went to sit at Mac after the entire training though the trainin ended really late. Like 10.30pm? Barely had strength to walk home and it was already 11.55pm when I reached home. TIRED~!

Learnt lots of stuff regarding leadership during the training though. MUST try and put to use the acquired knowledge! Made new frens too:)

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$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Lastly, I think I spend lots of money this week....!

I want to save more and more and more! WAHAHA.

PURPOSE: Spend all my saved money at a go! :S

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Random advertisement:

The Eclairs which I bought from Geraldina's fren Max___ is SIMPLY LOVELY:) $5 for 12 Eclairs. Selling in the library. A guy with a small freezer box? My little Sis truly loves them lor! To the point that she has eaten half of my box of Eclairs :( humph~! I will buy again this coming week:)

VALUE FOR $$$$ :) My mummy also thinks so.

Saying about food reminds me of the funny convo btw me and my mummy,

(Me looking at the Ba Kwa mummy is eating)

Me: Eh Mummy, Do u know eating so late(12am plus) is very fattening and unhealthy?

Mummy: Who says! Eating and going directly to bed after that is then Heaven lor!

My mummy sounded so happy and proud of her food. Haha.. Like a switch of roles btw me and her. Oh my gosh! I'm so health conscious. NAH! It is just VAIN. haha. For the sake of beauty, I forsake late hour snacking! ALL THE WAY:)

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1 Last thing! Last week, was the 1st time in my entire life that I put a shawl around my neck! COOL. Actually I felt a bit wierd and uncertain. Feel so proud to have tried a new style:) Gd JOB!

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Fellysleepish..(verysleepy)- Im even mumbling the words already. C! it is that tired. lol

NITES!

SLOTH vs GLUTTONY vs GREED

2007-11-26T22:05:00.000+08:00

Still have some Red camp pics to update..

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I am such a SLOTH! (pic on the right).

Some info on the Sloth :

Sloths move only when necessary and even then very slowly- 15-30 cm (0.5-1 feet) per minute.

C O O L R I G H T!

Sigh.. Coming back to my point, it seems as though I have not learnt a single thing since the start of school! OMG. Im getting real complacent. HOW? Common test starts in a week! WAH! I wanna be an ENGINEER! (sounds pro right). Even though it is not in my interest, I guess I have to sacrifice some things. After talking to daddy over BREAKFAST today at SIM ( skipped my 1st lesson-FCE fundamentals of Civil engineering due to some unforeseen circumstances =X), I felt the need to study! GOGOGO!

I wanna earn some money though.. It is not like I want to work. I mean I want to like do some investing or some sorts. After hearing from Geraldina that her fren invested in buying currency, an idea spark inside me again! ( after giving up in wanting to try out the stock market- realize i lack the money to start with =_=) WEEE! Since now US $$ is dropping lyk mad, might as well buy some of the currency with the little money I have. hah! Exciting money-making-get-rich-quick-schemes. SIGH. Then again, I guess not. Not so ez eh...

This few days I keep feeling like eating all I can lor! SIGH. The urge to starve myself silly. =_=. I know I will regret this. SIGH-again. Such wierd mood swings huh. I cannot comprehend myself that well too. I LOVE TO EAT! FOOD is the bane of my life....

Today Jap ended quite well, gettin harder! GANBATTE. Learnt (na-adj/ni-adj). I guess out of my whole semester, I only truly enjoy JAP! what a sad plight when Jap is just an extra from my curriculum. Bleah...

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7 SINS TEST
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Third Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Test

EXHAUTED-i-guess-im-'smoking'(in the sense of a vehicle exhaust k)

nitey!

FelPY

pics!

2007-11-26T12:26:00.000+08:00

COOL right! This is the Zouk-out in NP!

Beloved Centurions

The christmas deco of Orchard Road- dReamy

Fel-im-rotting-in-sch

ENCHANTED

2007-11-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

The waves of my childhood memories crashed upon me as I watched ENCHANTED with Chewy at Lot 1 on sat night. It was like everything I have always wished for as a child started coming back to me. I was sleeping all the while. hah. Exaggeration. You know, I have always wished for a genuine and romantic love like the all so famous fairy tales. Yea, I want to be the princess in distress where a prince will swoop down and save me from the clutches of evil.

All lovey-dovey and enchanting.

I guess like the word, it is too good to be true in this harsh reality. I wonder who came up with the fairy tales. They must have needed some hideout from this reality too. Tooo unkind. The movie felt like a clash btw reality and imaginary. How the struggles in life is compared to the fictionistic life in the fairy world. BUT to find your one true love is really sweet. I found mine. hehe. *blush. Thanks Chewy! (If this is a fairy tale then let me stay in this for as long as possible. PLEASE! :) )

On fri, there was the hop nite! All the dancing made me dreamy. It was like I was lost in my own world. The Convention centre was transformed into a clubbing arena k! Seriously, it was really awesome! Never thought I will be having my second experience clubbing in Ngee Ann k. heh.. Luckily there were rules to abide to, like:

NO Physical contact whatsover ( hey! its an impt rule )

I guess I understand y in real clubs, ppl tend to do things over the top. Like fighting, passionate __ ... cuz the atmosphere calls for it. Dancing is all about releasing emotions and all so I guess it might get abit too much..

2day, Went Orchard with my beloved chewy! hehe.. Dragged time at my house for like 2hours before we could leave. (really dint know what to wear. =X what!! I had 2 big bruises so I had limited clothes choices ma). Thankfully Chewy was patient:) Ate till we were like on the verge of puking at TAKASHIMAYA. (The basement where there are many finger food.) It seems like people were on the rage for buying hand phones all around Orchard. Too many great offers? Anyway, I really love the fried cheese with egg noodles ($4). Though it is quite expensive judging from the looks of the ingredients. Wait till I learn how to cook k.

One more RANDOM thing: YAY! MY NRIC is FOUND! weeeppeee!! Such a kind soul. thanks! Luckily I have yet to make my IC. It really is a life-saver! Save my time & money!

SINFUL

2007-11-23T10:38:00.000+08:00

2day even before leaving home I had already committed some sins. hah. SLOTH & WRATH.
Sloth- cuz I refused to wake up (eh.. not fully my fault. this few days have really took a toll on me k!)
Wrath- WHY do I have to go sch!! BAHH.. I HATE SCHOOL. (opps. sometimes only la. )

below is my Sins meter!

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	High
Sloth:	High
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	Medium

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

fun fun fun!!!

2007-11-21T22:59:00.000+08:00

I LOVE RED CAMP 4!! CENTURIONS OIE!! (what?) CENTURIONS OIE! (whatzup!) CENTURIONS OIE!! ( ALMIGHTY!!)

Enthu enthu enthu me! haha.. but i guess there was some uncertainties at the beginning and my sense of direction have to improve! BAH! Adrian (in-charge of Red Camp4) wasn't too happy with the ambassadors' reaction 2day. Quite scary =X

Yeppie! gonna upload some photos! As the saying goes, "a pic worth a thousand words! "

In the midst of showing the Red campers around, we get to experience the different schools activities. Eg.

We went to Health Science ( nursing ) and I got to learn how to do CPR on babies. cool (dummy de baby la)

we get to see how they EXTRACT the baby out from the vagina during deliveries! ( I really felt like puking k. SUPER sucky. wonder how will mothers react when they see such a scene: the head of the baby forcing thru their vagina wide open! OMG- faint)

ate the liquified nitrogen biscuit! (damn cool. pic- below)

Actually,I'm a dragon! (nah. just some nitrogen. hah. wierd pic)

Just wanna show off my princess-y bed! wee.. so cozy. esp. now this time where it's so cold outside!

Mathe-boring-tics.. hehe. spot my lecturer! (bah. though she is quite gd.. )
Oh no i better buck up. cannot be complacent anymore!

the rainy scene(though it is not actually visible in this pic). Romance:) heh.. sweet sweet love.

Centurion badge. I have a set! (all the tribes!)

One of our Red camper trying out the broadcasting of news. hah. cool!!

kk.. let's go on to some random but great things I will like to share.

This is something meaningful which we all have to take note!

It is one step to becoming a better and happier person:D ( Sent to me by Mei Xian)

Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
Marry a person you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.
When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye. (be sincere)
Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
Believe in love at first sight.
Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. (true!)
Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. ( I believe in this. I feel that we should not be afraid to love. :) or else we lose experiences which can make us better :) )
In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
Don't judge people by their relatives.
Talk slowly but think quickly.
When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'
Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.
When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions

RANDOM: i wanna join JAPANESE TSUBASA CLUB! ( cosplays and all!!)

felly-love-redcamp!

Ngee Ann rocks!

prelude to busy-ness!

2007-11-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

(MY TRIBE! )

Fear or anticipation? My feelings are really mixed. RED CAMP 4 is in 2 days! OH man.!OMATANA! Gosh. I am quite packed with tests and assignments as it is. hah. As if I care. but it just adds to my worries. hehe.. 'Procrastinate somemore lo! It's your fault' the guilt within me keeps churning deep under. Bah!! I'm a SLACKER!

RANDOM: I skipped the Red camp 4 meeting for JAPANESE LESSONS! GAHH..

Anyway, I know this week will be great (if I can cope with the tests/ assignments/ fatigue) as I am not at all wasting my time. Really is a different experience from secondary school. Participating in so many events makes me feel much more accomplished and happy:D NGEE ANN ROCKS. haha.. except the travelling to sch part.

Today I was greeted by a blinding sight! G highlighted her hair! (guess blinding was an exaggeration but the colours were golden brown type what.. )OMG. Totally a changed look! aha.. But i feel it really brings out her character. Very shuai qi. Guess I was stunned and could only say "WAH! SO AH LIAN! ". haha. Pardon me ar G. hehe.. too shocked. But i guess the look was 'tougher' than it was so many more times!

* I wanted to put a pic of her wearing specs ( tot it somewhat reminded me of Pei yong jun) WAHAHAHA. seriously. With her hair and specs. (k la.. abit far fetched).. but anyway. It was funny to think like this. hehex.

Anyway, I think I know why guys so vain (observation from G after cutting her hair). They are so obsessed with their hair cuz it shows their character thru it? It is like their treasure. BAO BEI. G like became vainer with her more meterosexual hair cut (irony). Say bye bye to the studious looking G cuz the Da Jie is here!

Maybe one of the days I will wear my spects to school.. hmm..(the Thick frame de)

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On sat, rotted at home till about 4 ba because Chew had sch. Then I decided to cut my hair cuz I wanted a better fringe(think it seems wierder now:( ).

Zu Er and I went to buy BING BANG ( ice Batu?) cuz she had the cravings while practising her Tae Kwon Do pattern.(no longer a prob but a relief for me). BING BANG! My child hood favorite man! It is sold at a Macik(muslim lady's) house (3rd floor opp cck primary). hehe. Really LOVE the MILO flavour. I guess that judging from all the years( probably 6-8 years) that I have visited the 'stall', it must have maintain its popularity among young children since it is still around. It has just the right amount of sweetness! Better than any ice kacang(cuz i dun eat any! waha)

(milo-brown, sourplum- orange)

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HAPPY

15 months dear! ( kk it is 3 mins past 15months already. but I DON't care :D )

Don't have to be my daddy/mummy:D

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SHOULD I BUY? (the apron looking outfit)

Like it really. Cuz it feels very comfy and unique. Yet I don't know if I dare to wear it out.

I will be buying from the net too. Scared.

Fellyish

I LOVE ICE BATU.

I WANNA SHOP/EAT/SLEEP

2007-11-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

When was the last time I went shopping? (rhetorical question)

Seems like years ago. Ha! Not. But I really feel like buying clothes online. The 'in' thing now isn't it. So surprising to see even people who are younger than me having an online shop. KK I am a 'shua gu' but it does have to take effort in building up a good online boutique. I am afraid of buying clothes online seriously. Have to take into consideration of many things ya know. Such as...

SIZE- have to take measurements -lazy

PRICE- as a scrouge of course it is impt for the clothes to be cheap. duh~ & i'm afraid of extra expenses which acts as the $+++. don't know how much it will add up.

INTERGRITY- what if the person cheat me how?

TIME- Need to meet up. may have long waiting issues. transfering of money-lazy

HAHA! see! I can come up with so many excuses. sigh. but i really need a guide if I want to buy the clothes. Like someone who will buy with me:D ( But if there is another person buying with me, I will probably say sweetly: would u help me order together with urs? U're buying too right? I hope it is not a lot of trouble. hehex :D:D). All in all just one word sums it all up- LAZINESS!

Some updates on random photos

Got too bored. Ended taking a pic of my plaited hair

(ambassadors' room- thurs, killing time b4 Centurions meeting )

Delectable Oreo mudpie from Serene centre. shared btw me & G!

(Friday, ytd after Autocad lessons)

Thanks G for the treat! hehex.
The place to chill and hide from all the buzz.

Found in China

Found in Thailand

the two pics above were taken from: http://engrish.com/

Really funny to see such extreme english errors. Like it is quite unbelivable. I make errors too but it is not so extreme. The standard of Singapore english can be deemed quite good in comparison? LOL

pics update!

2007-11-15T13:00:00.000+08:00

Mind teasers and 2 lame jokes :D

Can u spot the many faces? (taken from CATS lessons- creative sth la)
:S jeez.. keke.. lame.. but anyway the ducky looks so cute.:D
another lame 1. hahx.. nonsense!

Cool right? Which cube is on which?

**** PIC UPDATES ****

Qian Fang looking through the instrument tingy:S

GUESS WHO's slacking off on the job? Jk.. haha.. Geraldina!

I love holding the staff :D:D heeeheex.

bored me:S

now I am in the ambassador's room killing time. !!

4 hrs more to go:(

★ averybored.fel

Sports Training Camp

2007-11-14T23:23:00.000+08:00

I'm back! Weee... SUPER('cali'fragilistic'expi'ali'docious) tired! haha.. that's the Mary Poppins song(i checked it out). Actually that word is not appropriate in conveying what I wanted to say but it suddenly popped out of my mind. Aww.. memories.. though i never watched the show b4. Isn't that word super long?! it was a nonsense word actually. but I can say it real quick! haha.. Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!! KKK.. it's just a side track.

Coming back to the point where I said I'm tired.. Yea! Exactly! Today there was the sports camp training for the wannabe GLs(i tink its group leader). Anyway, it was G(Geraldina la) who intro this to me. Real great fun! Enjoyed it a lot. But i doubt I will have a place in the 50 ppl they are choosing out of the 200? Yea.. BUT it really doesn't matter cuz, the process is all worthwhile. You Know, I can like lose weight from the warm-up runs and exercises. HA! great great. Some sports to keep me active.

Oh man.. It's already so late! I need my sleep. but sacrifices have to be made after all since I really am showing my spirit in keeping the blog alive k! HAHA. I am doing my utmost best!

LOVE 2day morning. rainy + woke up late + daddy send me to sch!

LOVE sports camp training

Dislike Maths teacher's way of doing things- Feels that she controls us too much and by not givin us freedom in deciding whether we do tutorials/ MOLs. too rigid. though she is quite a good teacher.

Corrected Land Surveying's readings.(a pic of the instrument is shown below)

Bangladashy me:S

Sighh. k la. cant put off any more slping time. WEE. till next time!

OYASUMI!

LOVE

felly

XOXOXOXO

Torn

2007-11-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

What does it feels like when you thought the 1 person who knows you the most turns out be be what u least expected? Is it pain? is it confusion?

How come it all feels so unfair? Regardless of any reason, the kite can just fly as far as it wants while the caged up bird can only look upon the soaring kite and hope.

What can I say? I am just a weakling with no power of rebuttal. I really hate it! Really. But I can't give it all up. I just really can bear to lose it. In such a dilemma. I love to be protected yet I need my freedom as well. Just like the story I just read 2day, which is about a farmer who owns a bird. The poor bird was well fed and loved but it was being caged up. On hearing his son words of letting the bird go since if the bird really feels the love of the farmer, it will stay even without the cage, the farmer then let it go. The bird returned in the end.

It really got to me. Real love stays without any form of chains. Letting go is the first step to loving.

but i still can't.

really can't

Really pathetic arn't I?
Isn't it better if i let go and allow you to fly and take control?
I'm still selfish. I really know and I fear this 1 step.

Maybe I'm the bird in the cage only that my wings are broken and I cannot fly. I need the love and care because I'm just to weak. Maybe I choose love to freedom.
Some sacrifices are meant to be made to be able to achieve your goal. I guess that's mine.

Tears are nth.

Read

Book of Love 爱神の书

http://anntonii.blogspot.com/2007/08/photo-sharing-and-video-hosting-at_04.html

2007-11-12T10:25:00.000+08:00

CENTURIONS
WAHAHA. My tribe in RED CAMP!

BZ BZ BZ!

2007-11-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

WAH! omgosh. these few days had been really hectic! Seriously, I think I do not have enough rest. BUT... It is okay becuz.. it had been purposeful. Let me start by saying what I have done over the past 3 days which I had disappear from the blogging world:D

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Thurs(deepavali- HOLIDAY)

Woke up late- 1pm plus cuz slpt late

watched Anime. " Myself; Yourself " epi- 1&2 *Omoshiroi ne! (quite funny lei)

met Zu er at IMM- we went to eat at SUBWAY! yepPie! (Waited for eons k!)
Next for the main course- KBOX! (jurong)- my first time to jurong's
It is always our 'ritual' meeting spot. LOVE IT! just the 2 of us goin crazy:) anyway, the songs have been sung sooooo many times until the end we were like, " huh.. dunno what to sing already.. so bored!". haha..

PICS FROM K BOX

err.. is there really HOT coke?
Pardon my ignorance if there is because it really feels wierd. Like how do they make hot coke? Boil? (O.o)??

This is the pic of our pathetic room :(

I like bigger rooms with corner sofa seats so that I can stretch my leg and fully enjoy & relax.. Not this where I had to bring the camera so near to me to even take a proper photo.

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Fri (back 2 school)

12-2pm- Brought 3 Japanese interns around the campus! (during 2hrs lunch break)

To this I really have to say it was really an embarassment okay! My japanese is really the worst! I cannot even hold a proper convo as in maybe it really have to be basic and stuff for me to be able to understand. Initially I thought there will be more students helping out in this tour thing but it seems like there were only 2 person involve:S sheesh! Me and another guy. Man.. really have to improve! I have better note it down!

Otherwise, it was a rather enjoyable experience. Haha.. They were really friendly but 1 thing is that they cannot really stand the heat of Singapore. *Totemo atsui desu shou!( they kept saying 'Really hot!')

GROUP PIC OF INTERNS AND 'TOUR GUIDES'!

1st pic, toooo dark! haha..

The 2 females other then myself are the interns:)

Look at the guy in the middle of the pic! He is one of the interns that me and the guy on the left had to bring around k.. Don't play play k.. my friend had fallen straight for him the moment she saw him k! G ar.. wahhaha. 'He damn HOT la' quoted from G( protect her identity. but in any case, she's my dearest classmate! wahaha!)

2-5pm-Had AutoCad lessons! woosh. satisfying though it was really frustrating k! Finally I felt something which I can understand and enjoy in EWT. Otherwise it really feels like I'm in the wrong course.:S

my proud masterpiece!

5.30 -8pm , went for Sports Camp training session.

Oh man.. regretted not wearing sports attire. Cuz I thought it was merely briefing :S Sia suay & awkward la. But the training was awesome. At 1st I really felt lost since I have to part from Geraldina as we are in diff groups but... The ppl in my group are really friendly and GREAT! Very fun and funny! Though I had to leave in the middle of it all to get stuffs for the Red camp identities (which was the next day! I am 4ever so last min :S).

btw! I saw a rainbow while at the track area. WAH! felt so special at that moment:)

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SATURDAY

Ate Roti Prata for breakfast ( daddy buy de:) )

10am- arrived at sch for identities meeting ( once again, my beloved daddy send me to sch! so happy! )

3pm- finally finish the identities! (consisting of making the spears & polka dotting the 10m sq black cloth and cutting them into 70 strips) THANKS for all the help 2day ppl:D

3.30-10.30pm chewy time! yay!

went to his house to meet him and he wanted us to have dinner with his mum, bro n sis. haha. yea. guess he wanted to have a family bonding session so I cannot be a bad person since he always oblige to my family outings.

Went lot 1 for a walk b4 the dinner. Shun Bian visit the library:) It is great that I can borrow 8 books at a time but.. I cannot read all finish:S Sigh.. waste my time choosing the books. haha.. But anyway I still borrowed 6 books. wahaha.=X

during the dinner, it was really fun to hear their family debates and stuff. especially when they debated about HEALTH issues. about being fat and stuff.

b4 going home, we caught a ride from chewy's sis. Took taxi to her house (cck) and went to c YUKI!( chewy's doggy). actually I quite afraid of the 'enthusiasm' of pets. haha. especially when they pounce on me/ decided to lick me.

WOA... is'nt all this info overloading?! How can i do so much within this 3daes.. EXHAUSTED!

Minna san wa oyasuminasai !! (gd nite everi 1!)

★フェリシア

Angst

2007-11-07T23:54:00.000+08:00

Sigh... It feels as though there is a great amount of pressure in my chest. Can't get it off! ARHH!!

Need some company:(
Need More break:(
Identities have to be done:(
Hw not done:(
Alone:(

Now i'm EMO-ISH k! need some form of relieve.
HELP:(

I wanna play mj!
I wanna go window shopping!
I wanna be HAPPY!

n I'm Not exactly satisfied with school.

I need to learn some independence.. :(
INDEPENDENCE INDEPENDENCE!

I can live on my OWN! learning in process.

but for the moment, can i just hide from reality?

I guess all the excess pent-up emotions dissolves into tears.

It makes life easier to handle.

Ur icyness burns a hole thru my heart

I just long for the warmth that cools the pain.

sigh.. women?

2007-11-06T19:59:00.000+08:00

Recently I read 2 books,

THE JOURNAL OF MORTIFYING MOMENTS

THE HOT FLASH CLUB

Both reflects the struggles faced by women. Sigh.. It is always unfortunate when u meet a wrong/bad guy but the gd thing is, you have the wrong one to let you find out more about yourself. :S

Read a blog just now and it felt really despondent. She feels so helpless and I think I can relate to it myself. I hope that she will move on quickly. It's okay, everything will be just fine soon. I think that if I'm caught in such a situation where the guy is not worth my attention any more, I will be angry & hurt for the moment but that gives the courage to move on cause he SUCK!

Woa.. I think i just recovered from a 'splitting-head' ache. Felt much better after napping for a while. It has throbbed since ytd Jap's class. how come? Is it STRESS?!

man... anyway. when I woke up I found 2 Jap magazines! YEPPIE..

Courtesy of my mum's colleague's daughter:) THANK YOU!

Just LOVE their fashion styles. So unconventional!

The 2 freebies which are absolutely adorable:)

cosmetic pouch?

hairclips. kawaii desu yo~

yay.. i will try to add colours to my blog with many many many more pics :) yup!

WEEE....signing off,

☆フェリシア!

Pics of yesterday.

2007-11-05T11:46:00.000+08:00

Singapore's very own Ferris Wheel. Still building in process (Never will I sit it man.. )

Random construction site. The old giving way for our future...

The "engagement" present (elaborated in the post below)

Satisfied.

2007-11-05T00:11:00.000+08:00

Yeppie~! Seriously overjoyed. Just when I felt helpless, my life was renewed with hope. Ha! So exaggerating right? No. Really cannot believe I have such a great classmate. Thanks Maurice! Weeee.. It's like there is only 20 more minutes left to the closure of the quiz and I am also left with my last try. Decided to call for help since my previous tries had been really outrageous. From 30 to 20 upon 65:S What nonsense! It was then i panicked. Sigh... Ever so last minute in completing my tasks. Have to learn to be more on the task. Does it have to do with me being a right brainer? haha... Going back to the point where I was being helped, I instantly felt quite shock at such a spontaneous reply. Maybe it is because when I am faced with such a situation, I will probably just try and answer the questions asked and not offer to do the questions for him/her. I think it is due to the not wanting to risk myself being blamed for getting it wrong. :S I think too much huh?

During the weekends,

I watched GamePlan (sat,with chewy)
Went to fly kite (sunday,with Uncle & Auntie Sato, daddy, mummy, faith, moon & chewy)
Ate at Kushin-Bo (")
Bought a new pair of shoes (sunday, mummy buy)
Received an 'engagement' present(sunday, Auntie Sato)

Quite a eventful and fattening weekend. Gosh.. Just Sunday alone, there is pizza hut and kushin bo.

Let me elaborate on the 'engagement' present. Since Auntie Sato happens to visit Uncle Sato, who is my mother's Japanese colleague, my mother decided to bring her around Singapore during her short 2-3 weeks stay. I guess she misunderstood chewy and I to be engaged during those outings. :S Quite an awkward scene 2dae when my mother told me about it and the present is not cheap k. It is a gold/silver/bronze chain which costs more than $400. :S Didn't know whether to return or keep at that time(at kushin bo). Really want to return it but it will be even more awkward. She has already bought 3 adidas watches and 1 baby G watch for my family last week:S She says it is for remembrance. She is really very friendly but seriously, I feel very sorry for not understanding her rapid speaking of Japanese. sigh.. have to buck up on Jap! Ganbatte ne! Feels like we a leaving her out during her stay. BAD! Hopefully she does feel happy during our outings.

Kite flying was wonderful. So childhoodieee.. :) Chewy realized the fun of it and did not wanted to let go of controlling the kite. HAHA. bleah.. anyway, he paid for it. A really great feeling to see the kite drift higher and higher into the sky.. Flying the kite reminds me of a S.H.E song. 半糖主义。'真的爱放开了手也不会随风去' Which means true love does not need you to hold on tightly as he/she will stay by you still no matter what. Love the song.

On sat, me n chewy went to watch the Game Plan. It is a heart warming family movie. Sweet and entertaining especially the little girl. I did not know that the main singer of Pussycat Dolls starred in the movie too.. Really surprising.. (warning.. spoiler ahead) She is a ballet teacher! WAH. Great contrast from her usual image la! Feels so elegant and poised. I prefer this image. haha.:D Nice show overall!

XOXOXOXO!!

K it's late in the night already and the rain is pouring and I love it like this. Where I can snuggle safely in my blanket and enjoy the coolness. yup! Saying bout this.. I better sleep already. haha.. LUCKY ME.

おやすみ！Nighty nitex!

フェリシア

my rubbishly long post with no other purpose.

2007-11-02T21:38:00.000+08:00

YES! IT's FRIDAY. Nope. To be exact, it's saturday. YEP. It means. the long awaited weekends are here again. Come to think of it.. time really zooms by. I don't wanna grow old -不想长大! (an S.H.E song). hehex.

I feel like I am still struggling with my age. Sometimes I really feel old and more matured than my peers(feel only la), I mean like I think more I think? Or at least I feel that I think a lot. Yet, ironically, I feel so childish when I cry so ever often at minor issues. OMGosh. I don't really like it when I cannot take control of myself or rather, situations where I cannot control and end up feeling so small and ignorant. BAH!

2day.. there was the Red Camp meeting.. got to c people in Centurions again.. quite a nice feeling yet don't really have the attached feeling. I don't think that we are bonded enough. I guess there are just too many people..

Maybe Not..?

I feel that it is hard to make really best friends in poly... I dunno. Everybody is just too busy with their many committements elsewhere. There are many acquaintances yet nth beats having 1 single best friend. I am not the kind to like being in groups.. Better if it is just a pair. :)

I have soooo many things to talk about each day.
Like I feel that I have chosen the wrong course. haha.. Now then I realise huh? Yea.. I think I will perservere no matter what anyway. I will just take this as an experience when I am older since I bet my future job will have nth much to deal with new water. But if it is... then..... I would not mind too. haha..! See how easy I am with my life. I have no focus= No success.:( sigh.. I wanna be rich! K la not i do not want to be very rich too since it always seems that the more successful you are, the more unhappy you will be. I will just be contented with love and warmth + a little extra cash to spare. hehex.

Let me try and maintain my blog for as loooooong as possible. as in.. until I am old and withering. haha. then I get to look through all the silly posts I have posted. I try to be funny okay.. Really trying. Hopefully I can laugh my sorrow off with this blogs when i read back:D

SuperFellynonsensicallyironicandcontradictive. my word. WEEE..

who says we cannot wear shorts to Orchard.

2007-11-01T23:23:00.000+08:00

its 11.24pm now and I am half-asleep. I love thursdays the most out of the weekdays because it is really loads of fun! SnW(sports and wellness) is a great module since I desperately need some form of exercise. My physique has been going down the drain ever since sec2. Sheesh.. it really is bad:S I chose Tennis due to the mere fact that the choices did not include hip-hop, cheerleading or yoga... sigh.. really wanted to try them out.. but anyway, I am still enjoying the Tennis lessons =D yeppie! new experiences= new discoveries. I'm lovin it though it is a bad thing to place SnW before CAT(creative applied thinking?)... it jus makes u wanna slp in class..

I love CATS too.. feel that it is finally something which I can grasp pretty well. It jus requires creativity. weeeeee.. Really really really sweet and not excluding the fact that my teacher for CATS is great.:D

After this two lessons... it is time for HOME SWEET HOME! woot.. is'nt it lovely.. as in i get to leave school at 12pm:D 2day my plan was to meet chewy and accompany him to the ApPle shop at wheelock where he can buy his Apple earpiece:S dots.. it is like 50 plus! damn expensive. i guess now chewy knows how to protect and take care of his earpieces. haha.. :D

k i guess i stop here.. too tired to cont. hehex

GD NITE!!

SUAY[su-ayeeee]: unlucky; ill-fated

2007-10-31T23:01:00.000+08:00

today, is the day I experience the most number of illnesses.. moreover, none of them are related! sheesh! let's see.. namely i have throat irritation/cough(cough till will even feel lyk vomitting), cramps(people who know me knows the severity), gastric pains(1st my entire life. i guess? Since I did not eat the whole day).. Poor me huh.. I even had to forsake my beloved land surveying class(note the sarcasm) for home. BOOHOO! Not.

Okay, actually in days where i have cramps, I would not want to leave my bed cuz slping numbs all pain and I feel terribly uncomfortable when I'm out. Man, it sucks! Anyway, just now after EG2, I decided to go home due to the fact that I think my cramps will persist and I will end in an even terrible state if i continue to stay in school AND I do not want to waste my money cabbing home. haha..

I had to say that today is suay becuz with my sickness and all.. I had my hand scalded by my favorite drink, milo which was fresh from the vending machine and BLOODY FREAKING HOT!
it was not just a minor spill but in fact it was practically pouring on my innocent hand. DAMN SHOCKED. at that point in time when my sis bumped into me I was thinking.. "ouch its the hot milo. OMG. what am i suppose to do with the cup. er. hot hot hot. oh ya. drop it! yes! drop it. and scream and cry.=X"... that was my reaction.. slow.. and exaggerated. but i did all the above mentioned btw.. opps. embarassing.. and it was in the hospital btw.. =X. sry for the crying part. i guess i was too shocked. haha.. 1st time ever in my entire life where i was scalded this badly=X

I PROCLAIM THIS DAY MY SUAY DAY!

but with chewy by my side.. it felt so much better. thanks chewy:D so caring.. hehehe... (drifting away...).. lucky me!

felt like an annoying big baby. :S

Anyway.. with regards to why I chose my blog website address was because I wanted it to be quirky and funny. yuP! though its ironic. feliciafryingpan. frying as my middle name. damn ironic. cuz i cant cook. haha.

I feel so self-centered. whining and crying. SO dependent. I NEED INDEPENDENCE! its so irritating to feel and be so irritating!
help:/

あいしてる。chewy.

With stars above shining, I will be the one guiding.(not. cuz i m directionless. HA!)
フェリシア

REVIVAL

2007-10-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

Okiee dokee..! I'm done with the skin:) weeee.. so xcited! my number 50679583th blog. Nah.. not so many but even if that many, i wouldn't have count. hah. ''This could be the start of something new(okay, not exactly), it feels so right to be here (with u)...... oh~o.". quoted from High Sch Musical. Actually what sparked me to reblog was the periodic emo-ness.. Well, that usually is my main reason. It's like.. *oh.. feel so :( , i got no one to talk to, no one to comfort.. blah. blah... and loneliness seeps in that kinda feeling..* BAH! haha.. but that's all over. I'm the perky chirpy fel again. wee.. (Zi-Highing:D)

Today is TUESDAY! weeee... that only means it's soon friday! actually mondays and tuesdays for this semester are the most tedious days of the week. lessons after lessons which req. great amount of mind-squeezing.. Fundamentals of Civil Engineering/Evironmental Chemistry Analysis/EG2 Maths! i guess i wil be oversleeping of these days....=X hehx.

#1. a bad news strucked me while i was on the bus home. my mother called and told me that my father had been admitted to the hospital.. poor him. hopefully he will recover soon.. wanted to go visit but my mother say very late le ask me 2mrw den go and visiting hour happens to be over too.. will go visit 2mrw with chewy.

I need a break from school.. hehe.. my ideal school would be like schooling on alternate days ONLY! isnt that very great? since if the school gives us a super long break.. we will end up rotting( except for those hard working ppl who work ). every alternate days will enable us to replenish our lack of rest and sleep. even time for studies! (WOW). not. not that i study.

That's all..For now I actually don't really have much interesting things to blog about.

P.s. I WANNA PLAY MAHJONG!

Mmm.. but i want to save $$$money! arghh.. ermm.. how about.. let's play the stock market! nah. just kidding. guess i need to learn from Geraldina. hey! how come u can save $500 in less den a few weeks of school!! g0sh. i'm pathetic.

very random. weehehe..

WOOT it's raining so heavily! I'm loving it!

★ フェリシア
japanese ROCK!